Well, why should he not do it? He was no longer a poor man. It is
true his position in the financial world was far from being a safe one,
but he had calculated concerning the future with great care, and he
believed that in a few years' time his position would be secured. He
believed in the cause these men stood for, too, and he could fight
their battles wholeheartedly. Above and beyond all this, moreover, was
something else which he scarcely dared to put into words. He had not
seen the young girl who had so strangely affected him since their
meeting in the fields, more than a year before, but the memory of that
meeting remained with him. At the back of all his plans for the future
was the thought of her, and although he did not know it, he had made up
his mind to win her as his wife. The difficulties seemed almost
insurmountable. She belonged to a class far removed from his own, and
he knew by the look on her face that she regarded him with anger, if
not with contempt. To her he was an agitator of the worst kind, one
who had broken the laws of his country, and had outraged the feelings
of her class. Through her own father's influence he had been sent to
gaol as a criminal, and she would naturally stand by her father's
position. Even without this stain upon his life, his case seemed
hopeless: he was only a working-man who had "got on," while she was the
daughter of a man who stood high in one of the most influential
professions. He knew that the doors of the best houses in the land
were open to prominent King's Counsels like Mr. Bolitho, while he was a
nobody. And yet, with that dogged determination by which he had become
known in Brunford, he had determined to overcome all difficulties, and
to make her love him. He did not see how he was to do it, he did not
know her address in London, he did not know how he could see her again;
nevertheless, he held by his resolution. There was only one woman in
the world to him, and that was one who despised him. Indeed, Paul
Stepaside was not sure that he loved her at all. Sometimes he thought
he hated her; nevertheless, she dominated his being, she was the goal
of his hopes, and in everything he undertook her influence was felt.
Perhaps this was partly the reason why the proposal made to him had
such a strong attraction. As a struggling cotton manufacturer he was a
nobody, but as a young Member of Parliament he would have a position.
The difficulties in the way of his advancement did not daunt him, and
he felt sure he could make his name prominent among the legislators of
the land.
"Did you say that Mr. Carcliffe had definitely resigned?" he asked.
"Well, he's told the committee that he wants to resign; we know that,"
was the reply. "And there's bound to be a general election in a few
months, and he has declared definitely that he'll not stand again."
"Who is the man that the other party are going to nominate in his
place?" he asked.
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