The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
When I went up to my room and summoned Alice for our last deliberation.
I found a white muslin dress elaborately propped up on a chair, waiting
my inspection at one side of my dressing-table; and at the other: yes,
I was no stoic, I confess to a throb of pleasure which I can still
recollect and feel--at the other, rich full folds of silk, of what I
thought, for a moment, the most beautiful color in the world, a soft
creamy amber crossed with white, attracted my delighted eye. Alice stood
behind me, watching the effect it would have, and Alice, I am sure, had
no reason to be disappointed; but when I cried eagerly, "Where did you
get it, Alice?" the smile faded from her kind face.
"My dear, it was given to your mamma just before you were born," said
Alice, "and she would not permit it to be made, for I don't doubt, Miss
Hester, she had a thought how it was to happen with her--and from that
day to this, I have kept it safe, and nobody has ever known of it but
me; and I thought I would take upon me to have it made, Miss Hester.
Dear! you have very few things that were your mamma's."
I expressed no more delight after that. I almost think she thought me
angry, her explanation silenced me so suddenly; but she said no more,
and neither did I. There were other little things arranged for me on my
table which I turned to with measured satisfaction. I think poor Alice
was disappointed now, for I saw her cast furtive glances at me as she
smoothed down the silk with a tender hand, trying as I thought to draw
my attention to it; and I would gladly have spoken, if I could, to
please her; but I was strangely moved by this occurrence, and could not
speak.
And when I came up again to dress, and Alice began to brush out my hair,
I saw her face in the glass, and that it was troubled and tears were in
her eyes. She did not think I saw her, while she stood behind me busy
with my hair, and when she looked up and saw that my eyes were fixed
upon her in the glass, she started and reddened, and was painfully
confused for a moment. I knew what she was thinking--she was pained in
her good heart for what she thought the hardness of mine.
When I was dressed and looked in the mirror again, I scarcely knew
myself in my unusual splendor. Yet I was not very splendid--I had not a
single ornament, not so much as a ring or bracelet--and I am not sure
the color of my dress was the best in the world for my brown hair; but,
I had a very fair complexion, Alice said, and some color in my cheeks,
though I was not ruddy; and my uncovered arms, with their very short
sleeves and rich frill of lace, and the unusual elaboration of my hair,
and the beautiful material of my dress, made me look a very different
person from the plain everyday girl who had entered the room an hour
before.
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