The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
“Oh! I have no _patience_ with you! ‘Loss,’ what could it have been but
_death_! Think of Mr. May’s warm regard—but I will _not_ argue with you
upon this most injurious suspicion—it is an insult to Mr. Withers to
hear or reply to such—pshaw! No, Miss Churchill, you have seized this,
as the drowning catch at straws, to save you from fulfilling an
engagement, which only since the arrival of this gay young officer has
grown distasteful to you. But I tell you plainly, Sophie—Miss Churchill,
I should say—that if you break this engagement, as you will not, I
think, venture to do—I shall be obliged, however unwillingly, to abandon
you. I have a daughter,” here the proud lady drew herself up,” and I
must consult _her_ interest before anything else. Rose Green loves you,
Sophie Churchill, but if you wantonly trifle with your good name, I must
sever you. Mrs. May, also, I think, could scarcely defy public opinion,
by continuing her friendly intercourse with you.” Sophie Churchill was
sitting with her face pale, her features rigid, her eyes fixed
unconsciously upon her cold white fingers idly locked together on her
lap; one or two large tears gathered in her set eyes, and slowly rolled
down her cheeks. “Do not weep, Miss Churchill, if I talk to you plainly;
it is to set things in a proper light before you; I speak to you as I
would speak to Rose, under like circumstances. Your duty is very plain;
the day of your marriage is fixed, go forward with the preparations for
your wedding. I am here to lend you assistance, not to tolerate
weakness, vacillation, and infidelity.”
Sophie remonstrated now no more; unresistingly she suffered the
circle of destiny to close around her. More than the force of
circumstances—more than the _strength_ of others—more than our own
_weakness_ does our _indolence_ leave us at the mercy of fate.
Adverse external powers are at work upon us, surrounding us,
contracting their circle upon us; we feel an inward reposing
strength that, aroused, might struggle and overcome; but we are
inert, we yield to their influence, they close upon us; we sigh, and
call it _fate_. It was thus with Sophie Churchill. In vain the
whisper of her true interests arose from the deeps of her soul,
saying—“Speak! and break through this enchanted circle—_you_ are
right, _she_ is wrong. Have faith in God, believe _yourself_, trust
in the candor and friendship of Emily, in the intelligence,
goodness, and _love_—yes, _love_ of Augustus; awake! arise! and save
yourself.” Alas! the voice was heard in vain. It could not be
_stilled_, but it was not obeyed. Still sat she there with cold
clasped hands and rigid features, letting fate encompass her, but
feeling in her profoundest soul the painful consciousness that _she
herself_, and not another, was making her own misery.
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