The diary of a Russian lady : $b reminiscences of Barbara Doukhovskoy (née princesse Galitzine)Dukhovskaia, Varvara
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The diary of a Russian lady : $b reminiscences of Barbara Doukhovskoy (née princesse Galitzine)
Dukhovskaia, Varvara
Russia -- Social life and customs; Voyages and travels
He sat inconveniently close beside me, and I
got as far from him as the carriage allowed.
As soon as we were out of town, his quick small eyes roved in all
directions, and having satisfied himself that there was no one to see us,
he became enterprising, and grew every minute more and more amorous. His
sentiments were rather thinly veiled, and I knew what he was driving at.
All at once, before I had time to do so much as think of resistance, he
pushed back my sleeve and ran up my arm with his horrid old lips as far
as he could reach, whispering in a hissing voice that I was a tempting
morsel, and that he adored me. I was absolutely disgusted, but what
could I do then but turn upon him with flashing eyes, trying to make him
ashamed before his coachman, but the fact was that he too was as deaf as
his master. It was a most unfair advantage, and I told him so, adding
that he was a brute and that I hated him, and that if he didn’t leave me
alone at once, I should jump out of his carriage. I was a fiery girl,
and had at that moment a ferocious desire to box his ears, but happily
by that time the brougham was stopping before the Villa Troubetzkoy. I
gave a great sigh of relief. Thank heaven we had arrived! It had the
effect of chilling my “Methuselah’s” emotions, and making him recover
himself quickly. In parting with my old cavalier I treated him with the
contempt he deserved, dropping his outstretched hand like a hot coal,
and declaring to him, with my chin in the air, that I was not going to
have anything more to do with him, and that henceforth I would not permit
him even to kiss the tips of my fingers. After that I ran away, feeling
like a nymph flying from a satyr. I certainly didn’t want to trust myself
alone with that admiral again; he never forgave me for it, and I looked
the other way when I used to meet him.
We continued to lead a very gay life. Dances, picnics, rides, were in
full swing. In the midst of most delightful people and amusement I was
quite happy, and far from imagining that my horizon was not clear, and
that my happy time at Jalta was coming to an end all but too soon. One
fine morning we were all assembled on the pier to watch the mail boat
coming in, chatting away gaily, when suddenly I heard a sharp voice
calling me by my name. I turned round, and was amazed to behold amongst
the passengers my mother’s sour-faced maid, Mary—a terrible creature who
had lived with us ever since I was a baby. She announced that my parents
would not have me staying in Jalta by myself any longer, and had sent her
to fetch me, insisting on my immediate return. I was never so overwhelmed
in my life, and quite furious at being packed back home in disgrace. My
wings were clipped, my freedom lost! When I got into my room I locked
myself in and spent an hour weeping passionately.
Of course, I had to obey my duenna, and the following day started
homewards with her.
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