And, on his side, Bob was so carried away by his romance as to have no
conception of Jennie’s attitude toward him. Seeing himself as a knight
riding to the relief of a damsel in distress, it did not occur to him
that the damsel could have a preference as to her deliverer. It was a
matter of course that, from the window of the tower in which she was a
prisoner, she would drop into his arms.
In other words, Bob had his own view of the advantages of being a
Collingham. They were great advantages, since they gave him the
opportunity of being generous. He was in love with Jennie largely
because she was an exquisite object on which to spend himself. She was a
gem, not in the rough, and yet in need of polishing, and though his own
refinement was not so very great, he could throw refinement in her way.
That is to say, love for Bob was very much a matter of giving himself
out. Girls who could have brought him everything—and they were not
scarce at Marillo Park—didn’t interest him. They left no place for the
selflessness which was the basis of his character. He couldn’t precisely
be called kind, since kindness implies some deliberation of the will. As
the impulse of a fountain is to pour itself out, so Bob’s impulse was to
give, while Jennie was a crystal chalice wide open to receive.
"I want you to have everything in the world, Jennie darling," he
declared, bending above her as lovingly as a bench in the park would
permit. "I can’t give it to you right off the bat, worse luck, but
sooner or later I’ll be able to dope you out every little wish. Good
Lord! How I’ll enjoy it."
"What do you mean by sooner or later?" Jennie asked, with eyes downcast.
"When I get the family broken to the bit. I can’t tell you in dates or
time. They’ll be hard in the mouth at first; and mother pulls like the
devil."
At this false witness, Jennie was revolted. No one knew better than
herself the bigness of that maternal heart which, as early as next week,
would give liberal proof of its sincerity, when Bob’s promises would
still be in the air.
Bob had the afternoon at his disposal. The park offered itself as a
delicious trysting place, because it was the month of May. In a nook
where lilac and syringa overshadowed them and water glinted between
lawns and glades, they sat discreetly side by side, and she permitted
him to hold her hand.
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