Capitalists and financiers -- Fiction; Psychological fiction
And Mrs. Cowperwood, in spite of the difference in their years,
appeared to be a fit mate for him at this time. She was once awakened,
and for the time being, clinging, responsive, dreamy. His mood and hers
was for a baby, and in a little while that happy expectation was
whispered to him by her. She had half fancied that her previous
barrenness was due to herself, and was rather surprised and delighted
at the proof that it was not so. It opened new possibilities—a
seemingly glorious future of which she was not afraid. He liked it, the
idea of self-duplication. It was almost acquisitive, this thought. For
days and weeks and months and years, at least the first four or five,
he took a keen satisfaction in coming home evenings, strolling about
the yard, driving with his wife, having friends in to dinner, talking
over with her in an explanatory way the things he intended to do. She
did not understand his financial abstrusities, and he did not trouble
to make them clear.
But love, her pretty body, her lips, her quiet manner—the lure of all
these combined, and his two children, when they came—two in four
years—held him. He would dandle Frank, Jr., who was the first to
arrive, on his knee, looking at his chubby feet, his kindling eyes, his
almost formless yet bud-like mouth, and wonder at the process by which
children came into the world. There was so much to think of in this
connection—the spermatozoic beginning, the strange period of gestation
in women, the danger of disease and delivery. He had gone through a
real period of strain when Frank, Jr., was born, for Mrs. Cowperwood
was frightened. He feared for the beauty of her body—troubled over the
danger of losing her; and he actually endured his first worry when he
stood outside the door the day the child came. Not much—he was too
self-sufficient, too resourceful; and yet he worried, conjuring up
thoughts of death and the end of their present state. Then word came,
after certain piercing, harrowing cries, that all was well, and he was
permitted to look at the new arrival. The experience broadened his
conception of things, made him more solid in his judgment of life. That
old conviction of tragedy underlying the surface of things, like wood
under its veneer, was emphasized. Little Frank, and later Lillian,
blue-eyed and golden-haired, touched his imagination for a while. There
was a good deal to this home idea, after all. That was the way life was
organized, and properly so—its cornerstone was the home.
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