Elizabeth never turned her head. She heard his breathing deepen, until
it was very slow and steady. There was no other sound except when an
ember dropped. The light failed. Soon there was no light but the glow of
the fire.
CHAPTER XII
THE GREY WOLF
I thought I saw the Grey Wolf’s eyes
Look through the bars of night;
They drank the silver of the moon,
And the stars’ pale chrysolite.
From star by star they took their toll,
And through the drained and darkened night
They sought my darkened soul.
David slept for a couple of hours, and that night he slept more than he
had done for weeks. Next night, however, there returned the old strain,
the old yearning for oblivion, the old inability to compass it. In the
week that followed David passed through a number of strange, mental
phases. After that first sound sleep had relieved the tension of his
brain, he told himself that he owed it to the delayed action of the
bromide Skeffington had given him. But as the strain returned, though
reason held him to this opinion still, out of the deep undercurrents of
consciousness there rose before him a vision of Elizabeth, with the gift
of sleep in her hand. He passed into a state of conflict, and out of
this conflict there grew up a pride that would owe nothing to a woman, a
resistance that called itself reason and independence. And then, as the
desire for sleep dominated everything, conflict merged into a desire
that Elizabeth should heal him, should make him sleep. And all through
the week he did not think of Mary at all. The craving for her had been
swallowed up by that other craving. Mary had raised this fever, but it
had now reached a point at which he had become unconscious of her. It
was Elizabeth who filled his thoughts. Not Elizabeth the woman, but
Elizabeth the bearer of that gift of sleep. But this, too, was a phase,
and had its reaction.
Towards the end of the week he finished his afternoon round by going to
see an old Irishwoman, who had been in the hospital for an operation,
and had since been dismissed as incurable. She was a plucky old soul,
and a cheerful, but to-day David found her in a downcast mood.
“Sure, it’s not the pain I’d be minding if I could get my sleep,” she
said. “Couldn’t ye be after putting the least taste of something in my
medicine, then, Doctor, dear?”
David had his finger on her pulse. He patted her hand kindly as he laid
it down.
“Come, now, Mrs. Halloran,” he said, “when I gave you that last bottle
of medicine you said it made you sleep beautifully.”
“Just for a bit it did,” said Judy Halloran. “Sure, it was only for a
bit, and now it’s the devil’s own nights I’m having. Couldn’t you be
making it the least taste stronger, then?”
She looked at David rather piteously.
“Well, we must see,” he said. “You finish that bottle, and then I’ll see
what I can do for you.”
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