The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
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imagining herself so, she was occasionally bored, and acknowledged it.
Only to herself though. Lady Muriel Kilsyth had no confidantes, no
intimacies. Hers was the equable kind of prosperous life which did not
require any; and she was the last woman in the world to acknowledge a
weakness which her truly admirable manners gave her power most
successfully to conceal.
The touch of sorrow or anxiety is a sovereign remedy for _ennui_. It
will succeed when all the resources to which the victims of that fell
disease are accustomed to have recourse fail ignominiously. If Lady
Muriel had loved Madeleine Kilsyth, the girl's illness would have put
boredom to flight, with the first flush or shiver of fever, the first
dimness of the eyes, the first tone of complaint in the clear young
voice. But Lady Muriel did not love Madeleine, and did not pretend to
herself that she loved her. Indeed Lady Muriel never pretended to
herself. She had seen and understood that to deceive oneself is at
once much easier and more dangerous than to deceive other people, and
she avoided doing so on principle--on the worldly-wise principle, that
is, by which she so admirably regulated her life--and reaped a rich
harvest of popularity. She did not dislike the girl at all, and she
would have been very sorry if she had died, partly for the sake of
Kilsyth, whom she really liked and admired, and who would have broken
his stout simple heart for his daughter--"much sooner and more surely
than for me," Lady Muriel thought; "but that is quite natural, and as
it should be. She is the child of his first love, and I am his second
wife, and he is quite as fond of me as I want him to be;"--for she was
a thoroughly sensible woman, and would much rather not have had more
love than she could reciprocate. But she was perfectly equable and
composed. Throughout Madeleine's illness it did not cause her sorrow,
though her manner conveyed precisely the proper degree of stepmotherly
concern which was called for under the circumstances; and she did not
suffer from anxiety, being rationally satisfied that all the skill,
care, and indulgence demanded by the exigencies of the case were
liberally bestowed on Madeleine. Anxiety was quite uncalled for, and
therefore did not chase away the brooding spirit of _ennui_ from Lady
Muriel.
The first thing that struck her particularly with regard to Chudleigh
Wilmot was that she did not experience any sense of boredom in his
presence. In fact it dissipated that ordinarily prevailing malady; she
was really interested in everything he talked about, really charmed by
the manner in which he talked, and had no need whatever to draw on the
ever-ready resources of her manner and _savoir faire_.
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