The night before the birthday the butcher-boy came, and smuggled the
little creature in at the gate. Next morning I wakened early. Ruthita
was standing beside my bed in her long white night-gown, beneath which
her rosy toes peeped out. When I had kissed her, she seemed surprised
that I had no present for her. I became mysterious. “You wait until I’m
dressed,” I said.
Slipping into my clothes I ran into the garden to get things ready. To
my unspeakable astonishment when I looked into the hutch, I found three
guinea-pigs, two of them very tiny, where only one had been the night
before. I felt that something shameful and indelicate had happened.
Exactly what I could not say, but something that I could not tell
Ruthita. When she traced me down to the tool-shed, I drove her away
almost angrily; I felt that I was secretly disgraced.
That morning when the butcher-boy called for orders, I took him aside. I
sold him back the three guinea-pigs for ninepence, and thought the loss
of threepence a cheap price to pay to rid myself of such embarrassment.
The butcher-boy grinned broadly and winked in a knowing manner. To me
it was all very serious, and with a boy’s pride I did not invite
enlightenment. I took Ruthita out and let her choose her own present up
to the value of ninepence. I lied to her, saying that that was what I
had intended.
Arguing by analogy from this experience, I gradually came to realize
that all about me was a world of passion, the first boundaries of which
I was just beginning to traverse.
The Bantam, having no home to go to, would sometimes return with me to
Pope Lane for the vacation; the Snow Lady was attracted by his freckled
face and impudently upturned nose. In the early years he, Ruthita, and
I would play together. Then, as we grew more boyish, we would play games
in which she could not share. But at last a time came when I found that
it was I who was excluded.
I found that Ruthita and the Bantam had a way of going off and hiding
themselves. It was quite evident that they had secrets which they kept
from me. An understanding lay between them in which I could not share. I
became irritable and began to watch.
One summer evening after tea I could not find them, The gate into the
Lane was unlatched; I followed. There was a deserted house no great way
distant, standing shuttered in the midst of overgrown grounds. We had
found a bar broken in the railings, and there the Bantam and I played
highwaymen. Naturally I thought of this haunt first.
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