The Governess; Or, The Little Female AcademyFielding, Sarah
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The Governess; Or, The Little Female Academy
Fielding, Sarah
Didactic fiction; Girls' schools -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; School children -- Fiction; Schools -- Fiction
Sempronius answered, ‘that he could not enough admire her goodness to
her friend Chloe; but such proofs of passion, he said, were to him at
the same time proofs of its being such a passion as he had no regard
for; since it was impossible for any one to gain or increase his love
by an action which at the same time lessened his esteem.’ This was so
exactly Caelia’s own way of thinking, that she could not but assent to
what he said.
But just as they were coming out of the arbour, Chloe, unseen by them,
passed by; and from seeing him kiss her hand, and the complacency of
Caelia’s look, it was easy for her to guess what had been the result
of their private conference. She could not however help indulging her
curiosity, so far as to walk on the other side of a thick yew hedge, to
listen to their discourse; and as they walked on, she heard Sempronius
entreat Caelia to be cheerful, and think no more of her treacherous
friend, whose wickedness he doubted not would sufficiently punish
itself. She then heard Caelia say, ‘I cannot bear, Sempronius, to hear
you speak so hardly of my Chloe. Say that you forgive her, and I will
indeed be cheerful.’
Nothing upon earth can be conceived so wretched as poor Chloe, for on
the first moment that she suffered herself to reflect on what she had
done, she thoroughly repented, and heartily detested herself for
such baseness. She went directly into the garden in hopes of meeting
Sempronius, to have thrown herself at his feet, confessed her treachery,
and to have begged him never to have mentioned it to Caelia; but now she
was conscious her repentance would come too late; and he would despise
her, if possible still more, for such a recantation, after her knowledge
of what had passed between him and Caelia.
She could indeed have gone to him, and not have owned what she had seen
or heard; but now her abhorrence of even the appearance of treachery or
cunning was so great, that she could not bear to add the smallest grain
of falsehood or deceit to the weight of her guilt, which was already
almost insupportable: and should she tell him of her repentance, with a
confession of her knowledge of his engagement with Caelia, it would (as
has been before observed) appear both servile and insincere.
Nothing could now appear so altered as the whole face of this once happy
family. Sempronius as much as possible shunned the sight of Chloe; for
as she was the cause of all the confusion amongst them, he had almost an
aversion to her. Though he was not of an implacable temper, yet, as the
injury was intended to one he sincerely loved, he found it much harder
to forgive it, than if it had even succeeded against himself; and as he
still looked upon Chloe as the cause of melancholy in his dear Caelia,
he could hardly have any patience with her.
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