She shrank back from him, clutching her fingers into the shawl which
she held over her face and bosom. I could see that she was deathly
white.
“Not that--no!” she whispered, as if half choking. “What right have
you?”
“I should really be the last to insist on it,” he said. “You know my
easy good nature, I congratulate you on your position with all my
heart; and should never think of crossing your legitimate title to it,
unless----”
“Unless what?” she said with difficulty, seeing he prolonged the pause
wickedly.
“Unless you oblige me to, that’s all,” he said.
Now though she had been, as I considered, an inhuman mother to me, to
see her, so obviously and so amazingly, held at the mercy of this man,
filled me with a rage of fury. Not he, nor anyone but myself, I
thought, should have the right or the power to exact retribution of
her. If I hated her, I already hated him with a tenfold violence. What
title had he to come between me and my vengeance?
“Why,” she cried, with one little broken note of protest, which she
instantly subdued, as if knowing its uselessness, “have you come into
my life again?”
“I am really sorry,” he said. “It became necessary, that’s all. I
wouldn’t otherwise for the world have disturbed this dream of
evangelical and aristocratic peace in which your soul has so long
found its security from troublesome memories. But the plain truth is I
_had_ to look you up. It’s a vulgar confession; but I want money.”
“I thought--I heard--you married it.”
“My charmer, I did. But love, though a perpetual investment in itself,
is far from guaranteeing the immaculateness of its brokers. From one
of Mrs Dalston’s we suffered shattering losses. Nothing throughout our
married life, in fact, has prospered with us. The heir I longed for
has been persistently denied me” (a momentary emotion seemed to shake
his voice; but he gripped and stilled it); “our house in London,
heavily mortgaged as it is, refuses for some inexplicable reason to
let; we have come down, down, down. Why this should be so, in the
designs of a just but inscrutable Providence, I cannot pretend to
explain. Our deserts have not been less than most men’s; our sins like
others may be called the natural fruit of circumstance. At this
moment, I am ashamed to say, I have not positively the wherewithal to
meet a bill, which, dishonoured within the week, will ruin me. I speak
most, of course, of the moral wreck which will result. To you, knowing
you as I do, that will serve for my paramount appeal.”
“How much do you want?”
He seemed to ignore her question for the moment intentionally. It was
his policy to specify at its fullest value his claim on her. That must
amount inevitably, as I foresaw, to his possession of the very secret
which I had made, as I thought, my own. He knew somehow that she had
been no widow when she had married Lord Skene; and, indeed, his next
words proved the justice of my surmise.
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