Betrothal -- Fiction; Courtship -- Fiction; Middle West -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Presently they fell on a girl in a white dress, and in some way she
suggested Lavinia. And instantly he felt that he should be perfectly
happy when thinking of Lavinia, but, as suddenly, came that subconscious
uncertainty, that deep-flowing discontent. He went over his last
conversation with Lavinia, in which he had found such assurance, but now
away from her he realized that he had lulled himself into a sense of
security that was all false; and the conviction that Macochee had no
place for him, at least as a lawyer, came back. He tried to put it away
from him, and think of something else.
His eyes fell on old Selah Dudley, sitting like all pillars of the
church, at the end of his pew. Dudley's back was narrow, and rounded out
between the shoulders so that Marley wondered how he could sit
comfortably at all; his head was flat and sheer behind, and Marley could
see with what care the old banker had plastered the scant hair across
his bald poll--the only sign of vanity revealed in him, unless it were
in the brown kid gloves he wore. Marley looked at Dudley with the
feeling that he was looking at the most successful man in Macochee, and
yet he had a troubled sense of the phariseeism that is the essential
element of such success. He remembered what Wade Powell had said;
immediately he saw Dudley in a new light; the old man sat stolid,
patient and brutal, waiting for some heterodoxy, or something that could
be construed as heterodoxy, theological or economic, like a savage with
a spear waiting to pierce his prey, and glad when the moment came.
But Marley, seeing the young girl in the white dress, again thought of
Lavinia, who would be sitting at that very moment with her father and
mother and Connie and Chad over in the Presbyterian church. How long
would it be before he could sit there beside her, as her husband? Then
with a flash it came to him that they would, in all likelihood, be
married in that very church. Instantly he saw the spectators gathered,
he saw the pulpit and the chancel-rail hidden in flowers, he saw his
father with his ritual in his hands, waiting; and then while the organ
played the wedding march, Lavinia coming down the aisle, her eyes
lowered under her veil. His heart beat faster, he felt a wave of
emotion, joyous, exciting.
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