He straightened slowly; the bull whirled about and flung himself
forward. Abrego y Mochales now had one of the discarded poles; and,
waiting until the horns had almost encircled him, he vaulted lightly
and beautifully over the running animal's shoulder. He waited again,
avoiding the infuriated charge by a scant step; and, when the bull
stopped he had Mochales' hat placed squarely upon his horns. Lavinia
watched now in fascinated terror; she could not remove her gaze from the
slim figure in the short black jacket and narrow crimson sash. At the
moment when her tension relaxed, Mochales, with a short running step,
vaulted cleanly to the top of the wall. His cigarette was still
burning. She wanted desperately to add her praise to Anna Mantegazza's
enthusiastic plaudits, Gheta's subtle smile; but only the utmost
banalities occurred to her.
They descended the stone steps and slowly mounted toward the house.
Cesare Orsi resolutely dropped back beside Lavinia.
“You are really superb!” he told her in his highly colored Neapolitan
manner. “Most women--Anna Mantegazza for example--are like children
before such a show as that back there. Your sister, too, was pleased; it
appealed to her vanity, as the fellow intended it should. But you
only disliked it.... I could see that in your attitude. It was the
circus--that's all.”
Lavinia gazed at him out of an unfathomable contempt. She thought: What
a fool he is! It wasn't Abrego y Mochales' courage that appealed to
her most, although that had afforded her an exquisite thrill, but his
powerful grace, his absolute physical perfection. Orsi was heated again
and his tie had slipped up over the back of his collar.
She recalled the first talk she had had with him about Mochales and the
manner in which she had masked her true feeling for the latter.
How easy Orsi had been to mislead! Now she was seized by the desire to
show him the actual state of her mind; she wanted, in bitter sentences,
to tell him how infinitely superior the Spaniard was to such fat easy
grubs as himself. She longed to make clear to him exactly what it was
that women admired in men--romance and daring and splendid strength.
It might suit Gheta, who had wrinkles, to encourage such men as Cesare
Orsi; their wealth might appeal to cold and material minds, but they
could never hope to inspire passion; no one would ever cherish for them
a hopeless lifelong love.
“Do you know,” Orsi declared with firm conviction, “you are even
handsomer than your sister!”
“Fool! fool! fool!” But she could not, of course, say a word of what was
in her thoughts. She met his admiring gaze with a blank face, conscious
of how utterly her exterior belied and hid the actual Lavinia Sanviano.
She felt wearily old, sophisticated. In her room, dressing for the
evening, she made up her mind that she must have a black dinner
gown--later she would wear no other shade.
IV
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