France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Nobility -- France -- Fiction
If the poor child had known what Etienne’s life really was, she would
have spared him that doubt. To him his word was the echo of his mind,
and Gabrielle’s little speech caused him infinite pain. He had come
with his heart full, fearing some cloud upon his daylight, and he met
a doubt. His joy was extinguished; back into his desert he plunged, no
longer finding there the flowers with which he had embellished it. With
that prescience of sorrows which characterizes the angel charged
to soften them--who is, no doubt, the Charity of heaven--Gabrielle
instantly divined the pain she had caused. She was so vividly aware of
her fault that she prayed for the power of God to lay bare her soul
to Etienne, for she knew the cruel pang a reproach or a stern look was
capable of causing; and she artlessly betrayed to him these clouds as
they rose in her soul,--the golden swathings of her dawning love. One
tear which escaped her eyes turned Etienne’s pain to pleasure, and he
inwardly accused himself of tyranny. It was fortunate for both that
in the very beginning of their love they should thus come to know the
diapason of their hearts; they avoided henceforth a thousand shocks
which might have wounded them.
Etienne, impatient to entrench himself behind an occupation, led
Gabrielle to a table before the little window at which he himself had
suffered so long, and where he was henceforth to admire a flower more
dainty than all he had hitherto studied. Then he opened a book over
which they bent their heads till their hair touched and mingled.
These two beings, so strong in heart, so weak in body, but embellished
by all the graces of suffering, were a touching sight. Gabrielle was
ignorant of coquetry; a look was given the instant it was asked for,
the soft rays from the eyes of each never ceasing to mingle, unless from
modesty. The young girl took the joy of telling Etienne what pleasure
his voice gave her as she listened to his song; she forgot the meaning
of his words when he explained to her the position of the notes or their
value; she listened to HIM, leaving melody for the instrument, the
idea for the form; ingenuous flattery! the first that true love meets.
Gabrielle thought Etienne handsome; she would have liked to stroke the
velvet of his mantle, to touch the lace of his broad collar. As for
Etienne he was transformed under the creative glance of those earnest
eyes; they infused into his being a fruitful sap, which sparkled in his
eyes, shone on his brow, remade him inwardly, so that he did not
suffer from this new play of his faculties; on the contrary they were
strengthened by it. Happiness is the mother’s milk of a new life.
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