American fiction -- 20th century; Georgia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
Once, indeed, shortly after Helen had rearranged the parlor with the
old Adams whatnot and the Adams sofa with a golden-oak spindle back,
he had sent out two handsome mahogany armchairs, his idea being to
overcome the monotonous color and cheapness of this room. These chairs
looked like two bishops at a populist meeting. Helen was pleased, but
he had sense enough to know that he had blundered.
I am merely giving you his side of this affair, frankly admitting that
she was by nature disqualified to fill the position of wife to such
a man. In the last analysis, of course, it would depend upon which of
these two people such a man as George Cutter or such a woman and wife
as Helen is the worthier type, or the more serviceable to his day and
generation. It is not the reaping of what we sow ourselves--sometimes
it is the reaping of what the other fellow sowed, the way we bear the
burden of that--which determines our quality and courage.
As for Helen, the elder Mrs. Cutter said it all shortly before her
death.
One summer evening she lay propped high in bed, her thin knees sticking
up, her thin face stingingly vivid, her eyes spiteful with pain and
discontent. Helen had just gone home after her daily visit, during
which she ministered with exasperating patience to this invalid. Mr.
Cutter sat beside his wife’s bed concerned for her, anxious to comfort
her, but secretly wondering where she would strike. For he perceived by
the spitting spark in her eye that she was about to strike.
“Helen is hopeless,” she exclaimed.
He was relieved not to be the target. Still he said something in reply
about Helen’s being a “good girl.”
“Yes, and that is all she is. She is not the wife for George. I knew it
from the first,” she keyed off irritably.
Mr. Cutter ventured timidly that she had made George a “good wife.”
“Good, good, good,” she repeated. “I wish somebody could think of some
other word for her. But they can’t. Good’s the adjective she’s been
known by all her life.”
“Well, it is a very good way to be known, my dear,” he returned mildly.
“There you go again. Lower my pillow, Mr. Cutter. I can’t keep my head
up and think about her. She weighs on me like a load of commonest
virtues.”
He let her gently down. She glared at him. He smoothed her pillow.
Would she like a sip of water?
No! and she was not to be diverted, if that was what he was trying to
do. “Do you know what a merely good woman can be?” she demanded.
The word good occurred to him again. He wanted to say that there
was nothing better than a good woman, but he refrained. He must not
irritate Maggie; if only she would not work herself up.
“She can be the least intelligent creature alive, obsessed with the
practice of her duties. Her mind inside her, never in touch with what
is bigger and more important outside. She can be the stone around her
husband’s neck. That is what Helen is.”
Mr. Cutter sighed. He was fond of Helen.
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