This is grand and magnificent,--no spectacle is grander! For life
at such a point to change, to dominate over the organs, to rise
victorious, so entirely free of the ancient _Ego_! To those who have
revealed to us such a prodigy of transfiguration, from the bottom of my
heart I say, "Thanks!"
How marvellous the security in this being which abandons everything,
which unhesitatingly dismisses its strong and solid existence,
the complicated organism which just now was _itself_, its own
individuality! We call it its _larva_, its mask; but why? The
personality seems at least as energetic in the vigorous grub as in
the delicate butterfly. And, therefore, it is most indubitably its
individual being which it courageously leaves to shrivel up and perish,
to become--what? Nothing reassuring, nothing but a little, soft,
whitish substance.
Open the nymph soon after it has spun its cocoon: in its shroud you
shall find nothing but a kind of milky fluid, wherein you see, or
fancy you see, certain dubious lineaments. After awhile you may, with
a fine needle, separate these I know not what,--and figure to yourself
that they are the limbs of the future butterfly. A frightful lacuna!
For many species a moment occurs when nothing of the old any longer
appears, and nothing of the new as yet has come. When Æson, cut in
pieces, was thrown, in order to rejuvenate him, into the caldron of
Medea, you would have found, on groping there, the limbs of Æson. But
here there is nothing parallel.
Trustfully, nevertheless, the mummy surrounds its body with its bands,
docilely accepting the shadows, the inertness, and the captivity of
the sepulchre. It feels in itself a force, a _raison d'être_, a _causa
vivendi_,--a reason for living still. And what reason? What cause? The
vitality accumulated by its previous toil. All that, like a laborious
grub, it has accumulated, is its obstacle to death,--its incapability
of perishing,--the reason why it will immediately live again; and not
only live, but with a light and tender existence, whose facility is
proportioned exactly to the efforts which it makes in its anterior
condition of life.
Admirable compensation! When penetrating so deep down into life, I
expected to encounter certain physical fatalities. And I found justice,
immortality, and hope.
Yes, antiquity was right, and modern science is right. It is death, and
yet it is not death; let us call it if you will partial death. Is death
ever otherwise? Is it not a new birth?
Throughout my life I have remarked that each day I died and was
born again; I have undergone many painful strugglings and laborious
transformations. One more does not astonish me. Many and many times I
have passed from the larva into the chrysalis, and into a more complete
condition; the which, after awhile, incomplete under other relations,
has put me in the way of accomplishing a new circle of metamorphoses.
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