Love stories; New England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
The boy stared at her, unmoved.
"I pity him because he doesn't know how to make you happy."
"You don't need to--to take any trouble," was the stolid reply.
"It isn't a trouble. I like you. I like to have you with me. I went up
to the farm this morning--the haunted farm."
"Did--did you see anything?"
"Yes. Supposing we go down to the beach and I'll tell you about it. You
shall carry two cushions for us; then if you want to take a nap you can
do so while I read."
"I would rather--rather be alone."
Mrs. Lowell met his wretched eyes with her irresistible smile which had
in it selflessness, love, and courage.
"No, you wouldn't, dear boy. Besides, it is an impossibility. We are
never alone. You know the Father we talked about the other day, the One
who showed your mother how to love you. He is with us all the time, and
no one and nothing can separate us from Him, no matter what seems to
be."
"Could I see Him if I--if I died? Because I'd like to--to die and
see--my mother."
"You will see her at the right time," said Mrs. Lowell. "You have a
great deal to do for her first. Were you going upstairs to sleep? No
doubt you are sleepy after all that mowing. It was very kind of you to
do it for Veronica."
"I didn't do it for her." There was no stammering in the declaration.
"She thought I did, but I didn't."
Mrs. Lowell smiled again and nodded. "I understand," she said. "I'm
sorry I didn't know your mother. I believe she would like you to go
outdoors with me now."
"You don't--don't need to--to have me. I'm--I'm all right."
Mrs. Lowell could see the wound throb.
"I know I don't need to. I should think you could see that I really want
you."
He hesitated and looked away.
"Now," she went on, "I will go up to my room and get some cushions and
my books and we will have a nice read or a nice snooze, and perhaps get
some more stones for our collection. Perhaps you have some book you
would like to bring."
"I haven't any books--except a paper one."
"Bring it," said Mrs. Lowell with interest. "I would like to see it. Let
us meet down here in five minutes, then."
She went up the stairs and the boy followed.
When she came down again, the corridor and living-room were empty.
Perhaps the lad had decided against her plan after all. She sank down in
a chair by the door and closed her eyes.
"Dear Father," she prayed, "Thy will be done, and may my thought be ever
ready to separate between the real and the unreal. Let me not be
discouraged by the seeming, but may I remember every moment what Thy
will is, and that Thine omnipotent Love is ever present. Let me reflect
Thine intelligence and take my human footsteps wisely. Let me know that
Thy Truth will uncover the error that is to be met, and that I cannot be
dismayed, for Thou art with me, and underneath are the everlasting
arms."
Footsteps sounded on the uncarpeted stairs and she looked up and saw
Bertie.
"I thought I wouldn't come," he said. "Then I thought you--you might
wait--"
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