But still the autumnal sky was bright and clear, and all the horizon
plain, and still there came never a gleam of the Elfin Mountains. And
not from this did he learn that Elfland had ebbed. But when he saw on
that desolate shingly plain, untorn by the north-west wind but blooming
fair in the Autumn, a may tree that he remembered a long while since,
all white with blossom that once rejoiced a Spring day far in his
childhood, then he knew that Elfland had been there and must have
receded, although he knew not how far. For it is true, and Alveric
knew, that just as the glamour that brightens much of our lives,
especially in early years, comes from rumours that reach us from Elfland
by various messengers (on whom be blessings and peace), so there returns
from our fields to Elfland again, to become a part of its mystery, all
manner of little memories that we have lost and little devoted toys that
were treasured once. And this is part of the law of ebb and flow that
science may trace in all things; thus light grew the forest of coal, and
the coal gives back light; thus rivers fill the sea, and the sea sends
back to the rivers; thus all things give that receive; even Death.
Next Alveric saw lying there on the flat dry ground a toy that he yet
remembered, which years and years ago (how could he say how many?) had
been a childish joy to him, crudely carved out of wood; and one unlucky
day it had been broken, and one unhappy day it had been thrown away. And
now he saw it lying there not merely new and unbroken, but with a wonder
about it, a splendour and a romance, the radiant transfigured thing that
his young fancy had known. It lay there forsaken of Elfland as wonderful
things of the sea lie sometimes desolate on wastes of sand, when the sea
is a far blue bulk with a border of foam.
Dreary with lost romance was the plain from which Elfland had gone,
though here and there Alveric saw again and again those little forsaken
things that had been lost from his childhood, dropping through time to
the ageless and hourless region of Elfland to be a part of its glory,
and now left forlorn by this immense withdrawal. Old tunes, old songs,
old voices, hummed there too, growing fainter and fainter, as though
they could not live long in the fields we know.
And, when the sun set, a mauve-rose glow in the East, that Alveric
fancied a little too gorgeous for Earth, led him onward still; for he
deemed it to be the reflection cast on the sky by the glow of the
splendour of Elfland. So he went on hoping to find it, horizon after
horizon; and night came on with all Earth's comrade stars. And only then
Alveric put aside at last that frantic restlessness that had driven him
since the morning; and, wrapping himself in a loose cloak that he wore,
ate such food as he had in a satchel, and slept a troubled sleep alone
with other forsaken things.
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