The Last Days of TolstoyChertkov, V. G. (Vladimir Grigorevich)
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The Last Days of Tolstoy
Chertkov, V. G. (Vladimir Grigorevich)
Tolstoy, Leo, graf, 1828-1910
This letter is important for us, Leo Nikolaevitch's friends, because
it raises a little corner of the curtain with which for the last ten
years of his life he scrupulously covered from the eye of man the
inner tortures he experienced. Were it not for this "human document"
it might have been supposed that, having attained the marvellous
height of spiritual illumination which distinguished the latter
period of his life, Leo Nikolaevitch was thereby saved from the
possibility of feeling insult and experiencing spiritual pain. Now
we know that if in his diary, in his correspondence and in
conversation with his friends he abstained for the most part from any
complaints of the bitterness of his position, preferring to note his
own mistakes and weaknesses, he did this not because he was at that
time free from the common human characteristic of feeling pain
inflicted upon him. We now see that to the very end of his days he
had not ceased to be for us ordinary people a comrade capable of
feeling the same mortifications and sufferings as we. For that reason
we ought to be grateful to fate which for one instant revealed before
us in that letter the deep spiritual wound which Leo Nikolaevitch
bore away with him when he left his wife. But at the same time it
would be quite a mistake to suppose that though he left Sofya
Andreyevna he retained any evil feeling towards her and was not
capable of forgiving her. On the contrary, almost at the same time as
the letter to his daughter which we have quoted, he wrote his wife a
touching, warm-hearted letter which leaves not the slightest doubt of
his real love for her. And on the following day he wrote to his two
elder children: "Please try and soothe your mother, for whom I have
the most sincere feeling of compassion and love." And he not only
pitied Sofya Andreyevna, but had so much real love for her that he
could with a pure heart forgive her, and himself beg her forgiveness.
Altogether the last letters of Leo Nikolaevitch to his wife, which
have, by the way, been published by her,[23] strikingly reveal some
characteristic peculiarities in his relations with her during the
latest period of their life together. The most conspicuous
peculiarity is that in spite of the very painful crises Leo
Nikolaevitch had passed through in his family relations, the habitual
and extremely delicate consideration in his behaviour to Sofya
Andreyevna never left him for one minute. Consequently when telling
her the causes of his departure, he does not without necessity touch
upon those of his impulses which were disagreeable to her. Avoiding
them as far as possible, he accentuates those of his motives which
had a general character and did not wound her vanity. He only alludes
to the points in which she had been to blame towards him when it is
quite unavoidable, and touches on those questions as gently and
carefully as possible.
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