"Am I to learn just whatever Mr. Digby chooses to give me?" she asked.
"I thought you liked learning, Rotha?"
"Yes, mother; so I do. I like learning well enough; I don't like him to
say what I shall learn."
"Why not? Mr. Digby is very kind, Rotha!"
"He may mean it for kindness. I don't know what he means it for."
"It is nothing but pure goodness," said the mother with a grateful sigh.
"Well, is he to give me everything to learn that he takes into his head?"
"Rotha, a teacher could not be kinder or more patient than Mr. Digby is
with you."
"I don't try his patience, mother."
It was true enough; she did not. She had often tried her mother's; with
Mr. Digby Rotha was punctual, thorough, prompt and docile. Whether it
were pride or a mingling of something better,--and Rotha did love
learning,--she never gave occasion for a point of blame. It was not
certainly that Mr. Digby was harsh or stern, or used a manner calculated
to make anybody fear him; unless indeed it were the perfectness of good
breeding which he always shewed, here in the poor sempstress's room, and
in his lessons to the sempstress's child. Rotha had never seen the like
in anybody before; and that more than ought else probably wrought in her
such a practical awe of him. Mrs. Carpenter was even half amused to
observe how Rotha unconsciously in his presence was adopting certain
points of his manner; she was quiet; she moved with moderate steps; she
spoke in low tones; she did not fly out in impatient or angular words or
gestures, as was her way often enough at other times. Yet her mother
knew, and wondered why, Rotha rebelled in secret against the whole thing.
For herself, she was growing into a love for Mr. Digby which was almost
like that of a mother for a son; as indeed his manner towards her was
much like that of a son towards his mother. It was not the benefits
conferred and received; it was a closer bond which drew them together,
and a deeper relation. They looked into each other's faces, and saw
there, each in the other, what each recognized as the signature of a
handwriting that they loved; the stamp of a likeness that was to them
both the fairest of all earthly things. Then came the good offices
rendered and accepted; the frequent familiar intercourse; the purely
human conditions of acquaintanceship and friendship; and it was no matter
of surprise if by and by the care on the one part and the dependence on
the other grew to be a thing most natural and most sweet.
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