British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
Maman, meanwhile, was evidently enjoying many _relations_; dancing,
dining, playing tennis, entertaining her friends. There were important
names in her letters and Alix sometimes meditated a little over them.
When she did not write or read, she meditated Giles’s Greek temples and
Maman’s _relations_. The important names, in the world of art and
letters—but that was not the world Maman meant in asking about the
Bradleys—were male and female; in the world of fashion, male only. It
was the marquis and the prince; but never the marquise and the
princesse. Why? Alix wondered. Did Maman find the wives of fashion dull?
But if one didn’t know them, too, could one be said to be _dans le vrai
grand monde_? She knew how Maman’s gay, sombre eyes would meet the
question (not that it was one that Alix would ever dream of putting to
her): “_Je suis du monde qui me plaît, ma chérie._” But Alix was not
quite sure that this was true. She was not sure that Maman’s
indifference was as securely grounded as Giles’s. Perhaps real
indifference only came from reading so much Plato and Aristotle. Yet she
herself, who did not read Plato, was indifferent. It was only in regard
to Maman that she was not indifferent, and perhaps it was true that it
was only in regard to herself that Maman was not. Poor, beloved,
beautiful Maman; and wronged; deeply wronged, Alix felt sure. Always,
when she thought of her, her heart expanded in love and then contracted
in anxiety. She saw her as a wild, lovely creature caught in a trap and
only escaping maimed for life. She could not range as far and as freely
as the unmaimed creatures; dimly Alix saw that, as the explanation of
what was ambiguous in her position. She had lost the full liberty hers
by birth and instinct. Yet, despite the limitations of her misfortune,
she had every right to her own standards.
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