The Little Review, April 1914 (Vol. 1, No. 2)Various
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The Little Review, April 1914 (Vol. 1, No. 2)
Various
Literature, Modern -- 20th century -- Periodicals
The loveliness of your body will return tomorrow to the
inexhaustible stores of the spring. The ruddy tint of thy lips,
freed from the memory of Arjuna's kisses, will bud anew as a pair
of fresh asoka leaves, and the soft, white glow of thy skin will
be born again in a hundred fragrant jasmine flowers.
_Chitra_
O gods, grant me this my prayer! Tonight, in its last hour, let
my beauty flash its brightest, like the final flicker of a dying
flame.
_Madana_
Thou shalt have thy wish.
And as it ends, and as Chitra realizes that there is to fall from her
that radiance which has been, for a year, the sole bond between her and
her lover, and also the sole barrier between the real her and him, she
finds that his profounder longing has changed into a desire for the
companionship of that strong and eager boy-woman that she was before her
transformation.
_Chitra_ (_cloaked_)
My lord, has the cup been drained to the last drop? Is this
indeed the end? No; when all is done something still remains, and
that is my last sacrifice at your feet.
I brought from the garden of heaven flowers of incomparable
beauty with which to worship you, god of my heart. If the rites
are over, if the flowers have faded, let me throw them out of the
temple (_unveiling in her original male attire_). Now, look at
your worshipper with gracious eyes.
I am not beautifully perfect as the flowers with which I
worshipped. I have many flaws and blemishes. I am a traveller in
the great world-path, my garments are dirty, and my feet are
bleeding with thorns. Where should I achieve flower-beauty, the
unsullied loveliness of a moment's life? The gift that I proudly
bring you is the heart of a woman. Here have all pains and joys
gathered, the hopes and fears and shames of a daughter of the
dust; here love springs up struggling toward immortal life.
Herein lies an imperfection which yet is noble and grand. If the
flower-service is finished, my master, accept this as your
servant for the days to come!
I am Chitra, the king's daughter. Perhaps you will remember the
day when a woman came to you in the temple of Shiva, her body
loaded with ornaments and finery. That shameless woman came to
court you as though she were a man. You rejected her; you did
well. My lord, I am that woman. She was my disguise. Then by the
boon of gods I obtained for a year the most radiant form that a
mortal ever wore, and wearied my hero's heart with the burden of
that deceit. Most surely I am not that woman.
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