Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 1775-1865 -- Fiction
Doctor Moran was evidently both astonished and annoyed. He stepped out
of his carriage and joined Mrs. Adams but kept Cornelia by his side, so
that Hyde was compelled to escort Mrs. Smith. And Cornelia, beyond a
very civil "Good-morning, sir," gave him no sign. He could watch her
slight, virginal figure, and the bend of her head in answering Mrs.
Adams gave him transient glimpses of her fair face; but there was no
message in all its changes for him. In fact, in spite of Mrs. Smith's
little rill of social complaining, he felt quite "out" of the inner
circle of the company's interests, and he was also deeply mortified at
Cornelia's apparent indifference.
When the party reached the steps before the house door, though Mrs.
Adams certainly invited him to remain, he had come to the conclusion
that he was just the one person NOT wanted at that time; yet as he had
plenty of self-command he completely hid beneath a gay and charming
manner the chagrin and disappointment that were really tormenting him.
For one moment he caught Cornelia's eyes, but his glance was too rapid
and inquisitive. She was embarrassed, and a little frightened by it;
and with a deep blush turned towards Mrs. Smith and said something
trivial about the weather and the fine view. He could not understand
this attitude. Feelings of tenderness, anger, mortification,--feelings
strong and threefold crowded his beating heart and vivid brain. He
longed to set his restless thoughts to rapid movement--to gallop--to
ejaculate--to do any foolish thing that would relieve his sense of
vexation and defeat. But until he was out of sight and hearing he rode
slowly, with the easy air of a man who was only sensitive to the beauty
of his surroundings, and thoroughly enjoying them.
He kept this pace till quite outside the precincts of Richmond Hill,
then he struck his horse with a passion that astonished the animal and
the next moment shamed himself. He stooped instantly and apologized to
the quivering creature; and was as instantly forgiven. Then he began to
talk to himself in those elliptical, unfinished sentences, which the
inner man understands, and so thoroughly finishes--"If I were not
morally sure--It is as plain as can be--How in the name of
wonder?--I'll say so much for myself--I am sorry that I went there--A
couple of uninteresting women--This for you, sir!--Whistled myself up
this morning on a fool's errand--No more! no more to save my
life!--Grant me patience--Mrs. Smith giving herself a parcel of
airs--Oh, adorable Cornelia!"
Such reflections, blended with pet names and apologies to his horse,
brought him in sight of the Van Heemskirk house, and he instantly felt
how good his grandmother's sympathy would be. He saw her at the door,
leaning over the upper-half and watching his approach.
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