Conduct of life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Physicians -- Fiction
He saw also that she was a gentlewoman fitted for more refined
pursuits. How had she reached this pass? he wondered. Would she
volunteer the information, or should he ask her? He failed to perceive
what assistance he could render if he knew; yet if he did not help her
she would go away and die, and he would know that she was going away to
die as he let her out.
"I was introduced to the firm by a very old connection of theirs. I
couldn't find anything to do, and he fancied that as I was--well, that
as I was a lady--it sounds rather odd under the circumstances to speak
of being a lady, doesn't it----?"
"I don't see anything odd about it," he said.
"He fancied I might do rather well. But I think it's a drawback, on the
contrary. It's not easy to me to decline to take 'No' for an answer;
and nobody can do any good at work she's ashamed of."
"But you shouldn't be ashamed," he said; "it's honest enough."
"That's what the manager tells me. Only when la woman has to go into a
stranger's office and bother him, and be snubbed for her pains, the
honesty doesn't prevent her feeling uncomfortable. You must have found
me a nuisance yourself."
"I'm afraid I was rather brusque," he said quickly. "I was busy; I hope
I wasn't rude?"
Her colour rose.
"I didn't mean that at all," she stammered; "I shouldn't be very
grateful to remind you of it even if you had been!"
"I should have thought a book of that sort would have been tolerably
easy to sell. It's a useful work of reference. What's the price?"
"Two pounds ten altogether. It isn't dear, but people won't buy it, all
the same."
"Yes, it's got up well," he said, taking it from the desk and turning
the leaves. "How many volumes, did you say?"
"Four."
She made a little tentative movement to recover it, but he went on as
if the gesture had escaped him.
"If it's not too late I'll change my mind and subscribe for a copy. Put
my name down, please, will you?"
She clasped her hands tightly in her lap.
"No," she said, "thank you, I'd rather not."
"Why?"
"You don't want the book, I know you don't. You've fed me and done
enough for me already; I won't take your money too; I can't!"
Her bosom began to swell tempestuously. He saw by the widened eyes
fixed upon the fire that she was struggling not to cry again.
"There," he said gently, "don't break down! Let's talk about something
else."
"Oh!"--she sneaked a tear away--"I'm not used ... don't think----"
"No, no," he said, "_I_ know, _I_ understand. Poke it for me, will you?
let's have a blaze."
She took the poker up, and prolonged the task a minute while she hung
her head.
Remarked Kincaid:
"It's awful to be hard up, isn't it? I've been through all the stages;
it's abominable!"
"_You_ have?"
"Oh yes; I know all about it. So I don't tell you that 'money's the
least thing.' Only people who have always had enough say that."
"One wants so little in the world to relieve anxiety," she said; "it
does seem cruel that so few can get enough for ease."
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