In all his days he would see only two more of the noble creatures.
Their time on earth running out, it was perhaps a small comfort to know
that the reign of their enemies was also passing. A thousand years of
radiation and unlimited carrion had raised the tarantula to its huge
proportions. But now, like the mantis, who had grown of Nature's
necessity alongside it, the giant spiders were an archaic and dying
race. And though each year the gathering was larger---as if some last
instinct called all in desperation to the place of spawning---each time
the number of eggs left untouched (by the mammals which had come to prey
on them) was smaller. And without the ensuing cannibalism among the
hatchlings---out of which several hundred would be reduced to perhaps a
dozen---those that survived were more feeble, easier for both the
mantises and natural attrition to kill. An era born of the violence of
men was slowly passing.
Kalus turned without ceremony or awareness and made his way back to the
path. He climbed without feeling, or knowing where he was, and heard a
voice inside him say it was all right, he still had the woman.
Then all at once he felt the fullness of what he had learned, and knelt
down and leaned forward against the cold indifferent stone. His arm
gave his eyes no comfort.
Skither was dead.
Sylviana watched him with apprehension. She had felt an unreasoning
terror as he stood before the wounded insect; but now a fear more akin
to reality, and therefore duller and deeper, presented itself. She
could not know what was said to him, but she knew him well enough to
understand at least a part of what he was feeling. Some grim news (or
threat) had been passed on to him; and because he had been weak, because
he had surrendered to emotion, because he had made love, he was being
punished, and blamed himself. Such were the scars that his life had
left upon him.
When at length he looked up at her, she knew that her fears had been
realized. The closeness and love that had been in his eyes so few hours
before, were gone. All feeling had left him, and he was again trapped
in the world he did not understand.
His guiding star was gone.
Chapter 16
The next morning when Kalus woke, he felt, through the pain and loss, a
resurgence (and need) of life and hope. The cold had crept beneath his
fur while he slept, and all around him hung a chill moist air that
called for action. He still cared for the girl, there were other lives
linked to his own, and he knew he must continue. Skither had told him
he must.
So he rose and walked out onto the parapet. Sylviana was there ahead of
him, her eyes tearing from the cold and lack of sleep, wrapped in the
same fur that now seemed more a refuge than a friend. And though he was
sorry he couldn't, he did not touch her. She turned to him a face
that understood, but hurt the more because of it. He pretended not to
notice.
'Has the mantis come out yet?'
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