The days in the cottage were full of excitement and of occupation during
the blazing August weather, not so much indeed as is common in many
houses in which the expectant bridegroom is always coming and going;
though perhaps the place of that exhilarating commotion was more or less
filled by the ever-present diversity of opinion, the excitement of a
subdued but never-ended conflict in which one was always on the
defensive, and the other covertly or openly attacking, or at least
believed to be so doing, the distant and unseen object to which all
their thoughts turned. Mrs. Dennistoun, indeed, was not always
aggressive, her opposition was but in fits and starts. Often her
feelings of pain and alarm were quiescent in that unfeigned and
salutary interest in clothes and necessities of preparation which is
almost always a resource to a woman’s mind. It is wrong to undervalue
this possibility which compensates a woman in a small degree for some of
her special troubles. When the mother’s heart was very heavy, it was
often diverted a little by the discussion of a dinner dress, or made to
forget itself for the moment in a question about the cut of a sleeve, or
which would be most becoming to Elinor of two colours for a ball gown.
But though Mrs. Dennistoun forgot often, Elinor never forgot. The
dresses and “things” generally occupied her a great deal, but not in the
form of the anodyne which they supplied to her mother. Her mind was
always on the alert, looking out for those flying arrows of warfare
which your true fighter lets fly in the most innocent conversation at
the most unexpected moments. Elinor thus flung her shield in her
mother’s face a hundred times when that poor lady was thinking no evil,
when she was altogether occupied by the question of frills and laces, or
whether tucks or flounces were best, and she was startled many times by
that unnecessary rattle of Elinor’s arms. “I was not thinking of Mr.
Compton,” she would sometimes be driven to say; “he was not in my head
at all. I was thinking of nothing more important than that walking
dress, and what you had best wear in the afternoon when you are on those
grand visits.”
There was one thing which occasioned a little discussion between them,
and that was the necessary civility of asking the neighbours to inspect
these “things” when they were finally ready. It was only the argument
that these neighbours would be Mrs. Dennistoun’s sole resource when she
was left alone that made Elinor assent at last. Perhaps, however, as she
walked quickly along towards the moorland Rectory, a certain
satisfaction in showing them how little their hints had been taken,
mingled with the reluctance to admit those people who had breathed a
doubt upon the sacred name of Phil, to such a sign of intimacy.
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