The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 1 (of 2) — John Shaqi
The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 1 (of 2)St. Aubyn, Alan
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The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 1 (of 2)
St. Aubyn, Alan
Cambridge (England) -- Fiction; School principals -- Fiction; Students -- Fiction
'It's all right,' said the other. 'You didn't lock the door after you,
old man, when you went out, and this lady found her way in--at least,
God showed her the way in. If she hadn't come at the right moment it
would have gone hard with our friend here. I am glad you have brought
your sister. And now,' he said, turning to Lucy, 'we need not detain
you any longer. This lady will stay with us, I hope, till late; and I
shall sit up with him to-night. To-morrow, I hope, the worst will be
over.'
'I hope so,' Lucy said with a sob she couldn't choke down--she hadn't
the heart to say any more.
'I am sure you will respect our secret,' the man said, as Lucy was
drawing on her gloves.
She didn't answer him; she only looked at him, and she saw the blood
flush up under his skin. She remembered somebody else's cheeks she had
seen flush in the same way--not a man's.
'I beg your pardon,' he said humbly.
Lucy was so angry with him for doubting her that she did not see his
proffered hand; she drew her gloves on hurriedly, and picked up her
books and went out into the passage, but she beckoned the nurse to
follow her.
'I don't think the man's going to get better,' she said in a hurried
whisper. 'It's like consenting to a murder to let him lie there and
die; but _I_ am not going to tell. I think his mother ought to know. I
think someone ought to write and tell her that he is ill--dying!'
The nurse shook her head.
'It would kill her!' she said. 'She has such faith in her son--her
beautiful son! He is such a noble, splendid fellow! Oh, it is a
dreadful pity!'
'Why did he do it?'
'Why? Oh, don't you know?'
'No----'
The door of the room opened as they were speaking, and the nurse's
brother beckoned her to come in.
'Come to me to-morrow morning at Addenbroke's,' she said. 'Ask for
Nurse Brannan;' and then she went into the room and shut the door.
Lucy crept guiltily down the stairs. She quite shivered as she passed
the Tutor's door: she would not have encountered him for the world. She
didn't feel safe until she had got outside the college gate, and then
she ran all the way back to Newnham.
CHAPTER VII.
LUCY'S SECRET.
Lucy felt dreadfully guilty all through that wretched evening. If she
had assisted in a murder she couldn't have felt worse.
She had no appetite for dinner, and when she went back to her room,
what was still more unusual, she had no appetite for her work. A
Newnham girl is a gourmand where work is concerned; she may leave her
meals untasted, but that terrible craving within creates an appetite
that is akin to ravenous where work is concerned. When that craving
ceases she goes down--or breaks down.
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