Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
There is no need to insist on the tragic grandeur of Mrs. Baines's
renunciation--a renunciation which implied her acceptance of a change
in the balance of power in her realm. Part of its tragedy was that
none, not even Constance, could divine the intensity of Mrs. Baines's
suffering. She had no confidant; she was incapable of showing a wound.
But when she lay awake at night by the organism which had once been her
husband, she dwelt long and deeply on the martyrdom of her life. What
had she done to deserve it? Always had she conscientiously endeavoured
to be kind, just, patient. And she knew herself to be sagacious and
prudent. In the frightful and unguessed trials of her existence as a
wife, surely she might have been granted consolations as a mother! Yet
no; it had not been! And she felt all the bitterness of age against
youth--youth egotistic, harsh, cruel, uncompromising; youth that is so
crude, so ignorant of life, so slow to understand! She had Constance.
Yes, but it would be twenty years before Constance could appreciate the
sacrifice of judgment and of pride which her mother had made, in a
sudden decision, during that rambling, starched, simpering interview
with Miss Aline Chetwynd. Probably Constance thought that she had
yielded to Sophia's passionate temper! Impossible to explain to
Constance that she had yielded to nothing but a perception of Sophia's
complete inability to hear reason and wisdom. Ah! Sometimes as she lay
in the dark, she would, in fancy, snatch her heart from her bosom and
fling it down before Sophia, bleeding, and cry: "See what I carry about
with me, on your account!" Then she would take it back and hide it
again, and sweeten her bitterness with wise admonitions to herself.
All this because Sophia, aware that if she stayed in the house she
would be compelled to help in the shop, chose an honourable activity
which freed her from the danger. Heart, how absurd of you to bleed!
CHAPTER IV
ELEPHANT
I
"Sophia, will you come and see the elephant? Do come!" Constance
entered the drawing-room with this request on her eager lips.
"No," said Sophia, with a touch of condescension. "I'm far too busy for
elephants."
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