"I thought how I had sat at that window on dark evenings, when the
darkness had not hindered me from seeing; had sat there in dense
snowstorms, but the snowflakes had not hindered me; I had seen ships
sailing and railway trains rushing by, and kings making entry into
beautiful cities, and wedding processions and angels dancing and at play
before my eyes.
"But what could it help me now, though I sat at the east window? My
seeing eye was closed; I could make out nothing now but the yard and the
sheds and the pouring rain. There came no warnings to me now, no
message, no revelations any more.
"I fancied I could see something that looked like red houses and tall
woods against the grey wall of cloud, but it was all dark and
indistinct.
"And I tried to feel glad that I was like others now, but my life seemed
poor now, and weighed me down, now that I no longer saw or heard
anything beyond what was real. I felt no joy in living. I was like one
that has sat for a long time at a feast with all things plentiful, and
now had not so much as a crumb to ease my hunger.
"And there was no one now that could comfort me, for Sigrun was just
about to be married, and going to move down to the husband's place at
Applum, in Bohuslän. She had asked me if I would go with her to her new
home, and help her there, for that was what we had agreed long before.
But I told her I would rather stay with mother and father in
Stenbroträsk. For I would not go with Sigrun now. She had never been
the same since she heard me speak ill of her lover, and I could no
longer look at her now as a strange bird that had lost the way; she
seemed well enough at home now among earthly things.
"Then just when my thoughts were darkest, I heard footsteps, and the
silent stranger stood beside me, leaning toward the wet panes.
"'A very strange window, this,' he said, and touched my arm to make me
look. 'I wonder now if you can see the same as I do?'
"'I can't see anything,' I said. 'But why do you say it is a strange
window?'
"'It must be strange,' he said, 'since I am looking at Hånger farm in
Dalsand through the window of a house in Stenbroträsk, ever so far
away.'
"'Is that a farm standing high on a hill, with apple trees on a slope in
front?' I asked. 'Is there a store-cellar with a little room on top, and
a gate with one old rotten gatepost, and an old woman sitting at the
window?'
"'Yes,' he said, leaning down to see better; 'that is right. There is an
old woman sitting at the window of the cellar room; it is all as you
say.'
"'And she is staring at the gatepost; isn't that right? Staring as if
she could not take her eyes from it?'
"'Yes,' he said, and drew a deep breath. 'Yes, sitting there watching
lest the gatepost should fall. She must hold by that till the end of the
world.'
"And I could see how anxious he was about what he saw. There were big
drops of sweat on his forehead, and he was deadly pale, and could hardly
speak.
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