Americans -- England -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
'It is not very sporting of me, Mr. Selwyn,' she said softly, but with
her old staccato mannerism, 'to force my mood on you like this. I did
it once before--that dreadful night at the Cafe Rouge--and I know that
you must think it is just selfishness on my part that makes me so
unhappy. But--you know I never had a real friend--except little
Dick--and I felt to-night as if I had lost all my courage about life.
That's why I followed you. I knew you would be patient and kind.'
'My dear girl,' said Selwyn gently, speaking almost listlessly for fear
the smouldering power of retort should be fanned into being, 'for
months I have been hoping that some day we should be able to talk like
this, as friends. Perhaps it was my fault, but there always seemed a
sort of third-person-singular attitude in our talk, as if we were
speaking at each other, which served to block our friendship from
becoming anything of value to each other. Naturally I have seen that
you are not happy, though there have been moments when you were the
very personification of light-hearted ness, and I have known for a long
time that the motif of your whole nature is resentment. Believe me,
Miss Durwent, if I could be a friend--and I mean that to the last
ditch--I should be deeply grateful for the privilege.'
'Thanks,' she said simply, and placing her hand in his, let it remain
there.
The hot blood of his impressionable nature mounted to his cheeks, and
his heart was aflame with a sudden intoxication of desire. But
chivalry told him how much it had cost this girl, whose whole being
rebelled at the thought of being physically conquered, to show such a
mark of confidence. And reason warned him that any triumph he might
obtain would be only for the moment. He watched the flight of a hawk
in the sky--and his lips were parched and hot.
'For a long time,' she said, 'I have had a growing sensation of
suffocation in life. It's stifling me. When I look ahead and see
nothing but this kind of life--visiting, visiting, entertaining,
entertaining, listening to that endless talk in London--well, I think I
understand why some women go to the devil. At least there's something
genuine about sin.'
A rabbit leaped from a bush opposite as though it bad seen something
terrifying, and scampered madly across the field to some burrowed
refuge by a great oak. Selwyn felt the hand in his tighten
convulsively.
'Look!' she cried. 'Austin--look!'
Her face blanched with sudden alarm. He sprang to his feet.
'What is it?' he cried.
'The bush--there--where the rabbit darted out.'
He looked at the spot indicated by her trembling hand, but the
dwindling sunlight had just passed it, and he could see nothing but a
clump of shrubbery.
'It was a man,' she said, her voice shaking querulously. 'I saw his
face. He was crouching there and watching us.'
Selwyn frowned. 'Some poacher fellow,' he said, 'that's all. At any
rate, I'll make sure.'
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