The Poems of Madison Cawein, Volume 1 (of 5): Lyrics and old world idylls — John Shaqi
The Poems of Madison Cawein, Volume 1 (of 5): Lyrics and old world idyllsCawein, Madison Julius
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The Poems of Madison Cawein, Volume 1 (of 5): Lyrics and old world idylls
Cawein, Madison Julius
American poetry
Insanity! two leaves that dabbled down,
Touched me with drizzle; and that laugh--ah, well,
No laugh! an owlet hooting at the frown
Night's hag-face tortures while she works her spell.
Yet I had sworn, before those kisses fell
Like winter on me, black as broken jet,
An occult blackness like the Prince of Hell,
A woman's hand had brushed my face--and yet,
A bat it might have been made mad with wind and wet.
VII
And stark I stood among the sodden stones,
Icy with fever, hearing in each gale
Strange footsteps,--while within my soul were moans
For strength,--as powerless as I was pale.
Then I remembered that within a tale
Once I had read--a chronicle of ills
Cowled monks had written--how one shall not fail
To find, unsought, the Fiend, if so he wills,
Cloak, cap, and cock's crook'd plume among the lonely hills.
VIII
Was _that_ his laugh? and _that_ his vulture hand?--
No! no! for in the legend it was said,
"Though moonless midnight curse the barren land
Sathanas' shadow follows him as red
As Hell's red cauldron is."--My terror fled,
Remembering this.--How sad a fool was I
To dream Hell's wickedness would bow his head
By mine, and parley with me, lie for lie,
With cunning scrutiny of oblong eye by eye!
IX
Then, then I felt--_her_ presence! all awake
Unto her power that could lift or sink;
And her straight eyes controlling, like an ache,
My brain that had no mastery to think,
Or to perform. And slowly, link on link,
She bound me helpless, like an inquisitor,
In vasty dungeons of the soul; no wink
Of light was there, but darkness, bar on bar,
Self-convoluted chaos strangling will's high star.
X
"I am the mother of uneaseful sleep,
The child of night and sister of dim death;
Who knoweth me, yea, he shall never weep,
Yet bless and ban me in a single breath:
Who knoweth me a coward is unneth:
And saddest hearts have sought me over glad
To find gray comfort where the preacher saith
There is no comfort. Melancholy mad,
Reach me thy hand and know me if thy heart be sad."
XI
Thus did she speak. Her voice was like a flame
Of burning blackness. Then I felt the throb
Of her still hand in mine. And so I came
Gladly unto her. Yea, I, too, would rob
Time of his triumphs.--Who would groan and sob
Beneath his fardels, hearing sad men sigh
When here is cure?--for Life, that, like a lob,
Rides us to death; for Love, a godless lie;
And Toil and Hunger.--Yea, what fool would fear to die?
XII
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