His first impulse--to ride straight to the Wolverine and show Billy
Louise these three tiny nuggets--he rejected as a bit of foolishness.
He was perfectly willing to trust Billy Louise with any secret he
possessed, but he knew that he would be feeding her imagination with
dangerous fuel. She would begin dreaming and building castles and
prospecting for herself, very likely; and that trail led oftenest to
black disappointment. If he made good, he would tell her--when he told
her something else. And if the whole thing were just a fluke, a stray
deposit of a little gold that did not amount to anything, then it would
be best for her to know nothing about it. Ward felt in himself, at
that moment, the keen foretaste of bitter disappointment which would
follow such a certainty. He did not want Billy Louise exposed to that
pain.
He would tell her about the wolves, of course. It was pretty hard not
to tell her everything that concerned himself, but the streak of native
reticence in his nature had been strengthened by the vicissitudes of
the life he had lived. While Billy Louise had found the sole weak
point which made that reticence scarcely a barrier to full confidence,
still he knew that he would keep this from her if he made up his mind
to it.
He would not tell anybody. He raised his head and looked at the hills
where his cattle would feed, and pictured it cluttered with
gold-hunters, greedy, undesirable interlopers doomed to disappointment
in the long run. Ward had seen the gold fever sweep through a
community and spoil life for the weak ones who took to chasing the
will-o'-the-wisp of sudden wealth. Tramps of the pick-and-pan
brigade--they should not come swarming into these hills on any
wild-goose chase, if he could help it. And he could and should. This
was not, properly speaking, a gold country. He knew it. The rock
formations did not point to any great deposit of the mineral, and if he
had found one, it was a fluke, an accident. He resolved that his first
consideration should be the keeping of his secret for the mental
well-being of his fellows.
Ward did not put it quite so altruistically. His thoughts formed into
sentences.
"This is cattle country. If men want to hunt gold, they can do their
hunting somewhere else. They can't go digging up the whole blamed
country just on the chance of finding another pocket like this one.
I'm in the cattle business myself. If I find any gold, it'll go into
cattle and stay there; and there won't be any long-haired freaks
pestering around here if I can help it, and I reckon maybe I can, all
right.
"I'd sure like to talk it over with Billy, but what she don't know
won't worry her; and I don't know yet what I've gone up against. Maybe
old Dame Fortune's just played another joke on me--played me for a fool
again. I'll take a chance, but I won't give that little girl down
below there anything to spoil her sleep."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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