Americans -- France -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; France -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
But as she talked she began to see that Darrow’s face gave back no
reflection of her words, that he continued to wear the abstracted look
of a man who is not listening to what is said to him. It caused her a
slight pang to discover that his thoughts could wander at such a moment;
then, with a flush of joy she perceived the reason.
In some undefinable way she had become aware, without turning her
head, that he was steeped in the sense of her nearness, absorbed in
contemplating the details of her face and dress; and the discovery
made the words throng to her lips. She felt herself speak with ease,
authority, conviction. She said to herself: “He doesn’t care what I
say--it’s enough that I say it--even if it’s stupid he’ll like me better
for it...” She knew that every inflexion of her voice, every gesture,
every characteristic of her person--its very defects, the fact that her
forehead was too high, that her eyes were not large enough, that her
hands, though slender, were not small, and that the fingers did not
taper--she knew that these deficiencies were so many channels through
which her influence streamed to him; that she pleased him in spite of
them, perhaps because of them; that he wanted her as she was, and not as
she would have liked to be; and for the first time she felt in her veins
the security and lightness of happy love.
They reached the court and walked under the limes toward the house. The
hall door stood wide, and through the windows opening on the terrace the
sun slanted across the black and white floor, the faded tapestry chairs,
and Darrow’s travelling coat and cap, which lay among the cloaks and
rugs piled on a bench against the wall.
The sight of these garments, lying among her own wraps, gave her a sense
of homely intimacy. It was as if her happiness came down from the skies
and took on the plain dress of daily things. At last she seemed to hold
it in her hand.
As they entered the hall her eye lit on an unstamped note conspicuously
placed on the table.
“From Owen! He must have rushed off somewhere in the motor.”
She felt a secret stir of pleasure at the immediate inference that she
and Darrow would probably lunch alone. Then she opened the note and
stared at it in wonder.
“Dear,” Owen wrote, “after what you said yesterday I can’t wait another
hour, and I’m off to Francheuil, to catch the Dijon express and travel
back with them. Don’t be frightened; I won’t speak unless it’s safe to.
Trust me for that--but I had to go.”
She looked up slowly.
“He’s gone to Dijon to meet his grandmother. Oh, I hope I haven’t made a
mistake!”
“You? Why, what have you to do with his going to Dijon?”
She hesitated. “The day before yesterday I told him, for the first time,
that I meant to see him through, no matter what happened. And I’m afraid
he’s lost his head, and will be imprudent and spoil things. You see, I
hadn’t meant to say a word to him till I’d had time to prepare Madame de
Chantelle.”
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