came in its turn, unearthly in its white loveliness and glory of lake and
sky. But perhaps the landmark which stands out most clearly is the
solitary blue gentian which I found in the short slippery grass of the
Rigi, gazing up at the sky whose blue could not hope to excel it. It was
my first; and what need of another, for finding one I had gazed into the
mystery of all. This side the Pass, snow and the blue of heaven; later I
entered Italy through fields of many-hued lilies, her past glories
blazoned in the flowers of the field.
Now it is a strangely uneventful road that leads to my White Gate. Each
day questions me as it passes; each day makes answer for me “not yet.”
There is no material preparation to be made for this journey of mine into
a far country—a simple fact which adds to the ‘unknowableness’ of the
other side. Do I travel alone, or am I one of a great company, swift yet
unhurried in their passage? The voices of Penelope’s suitors shrilled on
the ears of Ulysses, as they journeyed to the nether-world, like
nocturnal birds and bats in the inarticulateness of their speech. They
had abused the gift, and fled self-condemned. Maybe silence commends
itself as most suitable for the wayfarers towards the sunrise—silence
because they seek the Word—but for those hastening towards the confusion
they have wrought there falls already the sharp oncoming of the curse.
While we are still here the language of worship seems far, and yet lies
very nigh; for what better note can our frail tongues lisp than the voice
of wind and sea, river and stream, those grateful servants giving all and
asking nothing, the soft whisper of snow and rain eager to replenish, or
the thunder proclaiming a majesty too great for utterance? Here, too,
stands the angel with the censer gathering up the fragrance of teeming
earth and forest-tree, of flower and fruit, and sweetly pungent herb
distilled by sun and rain for joyful use. Here, too, come acolytes
lighting the dark with tapers—sun, moon, and stars—gifts of the Lord that
His sanctuary may stand ever served.
It lies here ready to our hand, this life of adoration which we needs
must live hand in hand with earth, for has she not borne the curse with
us? But beyond the white gate and the trail of woodbine falls the
silence greater than speech, darkness greater than light, a pause of “a
little while”; and then the touch of that healing garment as we pass to
the King in His beauty, in a land from which there is no return.
At the gateway then I cry you farewell.
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