A delightful conversational pell-mell then followed, which introduced me
to all the horses, all the dogs, and all the ladies of the
neighbourhood. It would not be a bad thing for ladies if, for once in
their lives, they could hear the kind of conversation which goes on
between men in the effusive mood that follows a copious repast. It
would show them exactly the delicacy of our manners, and the amount of
confidence they are calculated to inspire. I am not in the least
prudish, but in my opinion this conversation outran the limits of the
freest jesting; it touched on everything, gaily outraged everything,
took on a gratuitous tone of universal profanation. My education is,
perhaps, incomplete, for it has left me with a certain reserve of
reverence, that I think should be maintained even in the wildest
extravagances of high spirits.
But we have in the France of to-day our young America, which is not
happy unless it can blaspheme a little after drinking; we have the
future hopes of the nation, those amiable little ruffians, without
father or mother, without God or country, who seem to be the raw
products of some heartless and soulless machine, which has accidentally
deposited them on this planet not at all to its beautification.
In short, M. de Bévallan, who had appointed himself professor of
cynicism to these beardless _roués_, did not please me, nor do I think
that I pleased him. I retired very early on the ground of fatigue.
At my request old Alain procured a lantern and guided me across the park
to my future quarters. After a few minutes’ walk, we crossed a wooden
bridge over a stream and found ourselves in front of a massive arched
doorway, flanked by two small towers. It was the entrance to the
ancient château. A ring of aged oak and pine shut in this feudal
fragment, and gave it an air of profound seclusion. It is in this ruin
that I am to live. My apartments run above the door from one of the
towers to the other, and consist of three rooms very neatly hung with
chintz. I am not displeased with this gloomy abode; it suits my
fortunes. As soon as I had got rid of Alain I began to write the
account of this eventful day, breaking off occasionally to listen to the
gentle murmur of the stream under my window, and to the call of the
legendary owl celebrating his doleful loves in the neighbouring woods.
_July 1st_.
I must now try to pick up the thread of my personal and private life,
which for the past two months has been somewhat lost among the daily
duties of my post.
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