It was an accumulation of escapades, many of which had been overlooked
but for his manner of braving them, that had led to his final
extinction--which was long seen in coming. A thousand little and
unpleasant things were known and more than whispered about him. He
was a man of red-hot tempers, which there was no restraint in him to
keep within bounds; his weren't the rages that burnt inwardly and grew
in brooding, but in their sudden heat must burn outwardly, devouring
everything with no care nor heed for even primitive restraint. (There
have been times when I've been rather afraid of Antony myself.) And
so, from his great height of stature and violence, he had outrageously
insulted men in return for a fancied slight. He had committed follies,
when drunk, which his companions had hurriedly disavowed. He had,
as if by rote, done the one thing a man may still not do and remain
this side of Styx, despite all that we hear of the present laxity of
etiquette--had been unable to pay his gambling debts, and then paid
them with worthless cheques. He had been the centre of innumerable
brawls in which, if ever a woman's name was concerned, it was never
to Antony's credit; had been twice a corespondent and not once a
husband--an apparent failure to act upon his obligations which does no
man any good; and from the second (the first had too obviously been
the result of carelessness) he had emerged in so discreditable a light
that, on top of all his past follies, Antony Poole was no longer a name
to be mentioned in any ordinary English company.
That was four years before that night I met him on Piccadilly, when he
was thirty-two. He still continued for two years in England, Heaven
alone knew why! No one sought him, he was seldom seen--except by me,
and later, another. His elder brother, Roger, had not spoken to him for
years.
It was about a year before he finally left England that I began to see
Antony in his best light; and pretty closely since, in the precarious
condition of his affairs and reputation, it was mostly in my flat
that he could enjoy that company which presented him in this new and
improved light. He was in love, and he was making love: furtively and
hopelessly as to manner, for what girl would dream of marrying him! And
who ever stood more firmly upon his honour than he who has been proved
to have none?... But in his heart there was hope, I am sure there was
hope in his heart, else Antony would not have been Antony.
A queer man. For all his appalling rudeness and brutality on a
thousand occasions, he could be so very courteous and simple when he
was moved to it; could turn a tale, rather candidly it's true, but
very amusingly, and had altogether a very diverting way with him in
company that didn't offend his absurd feelings or ruffle his dangerous
vanity--though even then he couldn't help a, well, cunning satire that
might more profitably, for him, have bit into paper.
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