England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Families -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
Familiar things.... The tiny grate, in which she had not yet lit
her first triumphantly solitary fire; a framed coloured picture, on
the wall, of pierrots and a vivid blue background and balloons that
were balls of gold fire; very popular for four-and-sixpence in the
picture-shops at the time; and very popular with the flappers of a
period grown beyond “Sir Galahad” and Burne-Jones, and far indeed
beyond “The Souls Awakening,” to a taste that was “quaint” and
“whimsical” or sometimes (proudly) “barbaric.”
Ursula, in her barbaric phase, had hung over the mantlepiece a necklace
of beads and shark’s teeth once given to her by Aunt Lavvy, who had
known a missionary.
The pierrot picture and the beads and the fireplace represented to her
the supreme gems of the room.
The rag-mat on the linoleum was faded, and the other mat, near the
door, did not match it. The wallpaper merely covered the wall with a
yellowish-brown effect, and the chintz on the one rickety basket-chair
was dim; the cushion a crewel-work relic. The white lumpy spread had
been carefully turned back over the iron bedposts. The blind was awry,
and showed, beyond the window, a corner of wall and a cistern belonging
to the house beside the Laburnums. Warm red stuff curtains which Ursula
rather liked, and a light wood dressing-table and washstand which she
would have hated had they not also been, like everything else in the
room, emphatically hers,--these, with another curtain run on a rod
across the bulging corner, behind which were her dresses, completed
the actual furnishings. She had coaxed Hal to fix up a shelf for her
books--about a couple of dozen, with none of the battered look to them
which indicates an owner who is also a lover. Indeed, Ursula valued
them more because their rich, cosy appearance covered part of the
wall, than for their contents. She treasured far more intimately the
lumps and sticks of coloured sealing-wax, gold and lilac and black and
emerald-green, and the squat seal, stamped with a “U,” which, with her
ink-bottle, lay on the small bamboo table. Also the blue pottery jug on
the mantleshelf, holding its bright spread of autumn leaves.
How can one explain the magic of enjoyed loneliness which made each
object in the room, the room itself, the shape of it, and the door that
kept it apart from the rest of the house, and the view contained in the
window, precious and significant to the little girl, sitting up in the
bed?
A single bedroom can hold a thousand different dreams--a double bedroom
only one reality. And so we imagine wide-eyed sixteen in an obviously
appropriate setting of spotless white walls and rosebud cretonne; with
a deep-cushion window-seat, and a view of the sea and moonlight, or a
wild-cherry tree in bloom.
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