I clicked off the mirror connection so he could not see me. And then,
with a sudden impulse that I could not check, I hung up the instrument
and staggered out of the cubby. The crowd thronging the circle was in
tumultuous movement now, every one struggling to get away. A surge of
people and vehicles. I shoved into them, aimless, trembling. I had been
a cad with Dr. Plantet. What was the matter with me? I did not know.
I stood for a moment against a direction post, trying to collect my
wits. The crowd surged around me. The platforms for the near-by Yonkers
District were loading up; the Jersey local flyer lay on its stage off
on a side street, where the roof ended; I could see the lights through
the rain, people crowding onto it.
Thoughts pressed at my aching head. Thoughts that I could not
interpret. Soundless words thumping at my brain--I could almost hear
them, but not quite.
Then a realization steadied me. I was not going mad. These pressing
ghosts of thoughts--why, I had once heard a lecturer on telepathy
describe the thing in some such fashion as this. It steadied me. Was
this telepathy? Was something, some one’s thoughts trying to get
through to me? I clung to the direction post, trying to fathom my
feelings. Arturo? Nereid? Or was it a ghost of Tad Megan, here with me?
What was he saying--
A pedestrian director came up to me.
“You all right?”
“Yes, yes, of course.”
He regarded me sharply; his hand drew me from the post. “Alcoholic?”
“No. Of course not!” I laughed.
“What’s your name?”
“Geoffry Grant.” I showed him my signature, pricked officially in the
flesh of my arm.
He glanced up at the call board. “There you are--guess they want you at
home. Get along now.”
I hurried away, glad to escape him. My name was again on the call
board; Dr. Plantet, trying to get me to come back and talk.
I found myself in the rain, on a lower street with only one level. The
rain seemed to clear my confusion. And suddenly I heard, soundlessly
in my head, the thought:
“_Arturo and Tad Megan need you. Come._”
I stood against a dark shop window, with the rain drenching me. I
thought intensely: “_Where? Come where?_” I murmured it, half
aloud. “_Come where?_”
“_Arturo needs you. Nereid’s island--you remember? Come
alone--come--come--_”
I think, in that instant, all my morbidity dropped away. The need for
action spurred me. This at least seemed something tangible. Something
to do. Normality came to me, I was the old Jeff Grant, not a sniveling,
trembling coward, afraid of his own thoughts. And I believe I
understood, in part, what had been the matter with me all these months.
I turned back to the glare of Broadway, and called Dr. Plantet.
“I’m sorry I shut off on you, Dr. Plantet. Don’t ask me--I cannot come.”
“But why?”
“I can’t tell you now, I’ll try to let you know soon.”
“But--”
Something said to me: “Keep your own counsel,” but I added: “I’ll trust
you, Dr. Plantet. It’s about Arturo.”
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