"You know, grandad," he began easily, looking up at the once more placid
old man who sat beside him, "I am just now recalling matters that were
puzzling me much before the sickness began to spin my head about so fast
on my shoulders. The harder I thought, the faster my head went around,
until it sent my mind all to little spatters in a circle about me. One
thing I happened to be puzzling over was how the impression first became
current that this god of the Jews was a being of goodness. Such an
impression seems to have been tacitly accepted for some centuries after
the iniquities so typical of him had been discountenanced by society--long
after human sacrifice was abhorred, and even after the sacrificing of
animals was held to be degrading. It's a point that escapes me, owing to
my addled brain; doubtless you can set me right. At present I can't
conceive how the notion could ever have occurred to any one. I now
remember this book well enough to know that not only is little good ever
recorded of him, but he is so continually barbarous, and so atrociously
cruel in his barbarities. And he was thought to be all-powerful when he is
so pitifully ineffectual, with all his crude power--the poor old fellow
was forever bungling--then bungling again in his efforts to patch up his
errors. Indeed, he would be rather a pathetic figure if he were not so
monstrous! Still, there is a kind of heathen grandeur about him at times.
He drowns his world full of people because his first two circumvented him;
then he saves another pair, but things go still worse, so he has to keep
smiting the world right and left, dumb beasts as well as men; and at last
he picks out one tribe, in whose behalf he works a series of miracles,
that devastated a wide area. How he did love to turn a city over to
destruction! And from the cloud's centre he was constantly boasting of his
awful power, and scaring people into butchering lambs and things in his
honour. Yet, doubtless, that heathen tribe found its god 'good,' and other
people formed the habit of calling him good, without thinking much about
it. They must have felt queer when they woke up to the fact that they were
calling infinitely good a god who was not good, even when judged by their
poor human standards."
Remembering the physician's instructions to soothe the patient, the
distressed old man timidly began--
"'For God so loved the world'"--but he was interrupted by the vivacious
one on the couch.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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