It was close and suffocating in the carriage. The air was filled with
the smell of soldiers’ clothes, mustiness, and the leather of wet
boots. The young gendarme who sat opposite Werner breathed warmly upon
him, and in his breath there was the odor of onions and cheap tobacco.
But some brisk, fresh air came in through certain clefts, and because
of this, spring was felt even more intensely in this small, stifling,
moving box, than outside. The carriage kept turning now to the right,
now to the left, now it seemed to turn back. At times it seemed as
though they had been turning around on one and the same spot for hours
for some reason or other. At first a bluish electric light penetrated
through the lowered, heavy window shades; then suddenly, after a
certain turn it grew dark, and only by this could they guess that they
had turned into deserted streets in the outskirts of the city and that
they were nearing the S. railroad station. Sometimes during sharp
turns, Werner’s live, bent knee would strike against the live, bent
knee of the gendarme, and it was hard to believe that the execution was
approaching.
“Where are we going?” Yanson asked suddenly. He was somewhat dizzy from
the continuous turning of the dark box and he felt slightly sick at his
stomach.
Werner answered and pressed the Esthonian’s hand more firmly. He felt
like saying something especially kind and caressing to this little,
sleepy man, and he already loved him as he had never loved anyone in
his life.
“You don’t seem to sit comfortably, my dear man. Move over here, to
me.”
Yanson was silent for awhile, then he replied:
“Well, thank you. I’m sitting all right. Are they going to hang you
too?”
“Yes,” answered Werner, almost laughing with unexpected jollity, and he
waved his hand easily and freely, as though he were speaking of some
absurd and trifling joke which kind but terribly comical people wanted
to play on him.
“Have you a wife?” asked Yanson.
“No. I have no wife. I am single.”
“I am also alone. Alone,” said Yanson.
Werner’s head also began to feel dizzy. And at times it seemed that
they were going to some festival; strange to say, almost all those who
went to the scaffold experienced the same sensation and mingled with
sorrow and fear there was a vague joy as they anticipated the
extraordinary thing that was soon to befall them. Reality was
intoxicated with madness and Death, united with Life, brought forth
apparitions. It seemed very possible that flags were waving over the
houses.
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