Poppa was scared almost to death when he realized it. He was all alone
with her, and had none of the children to talk to about it; though, for
the matter of that, Momma and Poppa had never told the children about
their own ailments. And now the children had growed up and vamoosed.
All that was left of the fact that there ever had been any children
round the place was the two old names Momma and Poppa that the old
folks had caught by contagion and got to calling each other by from
hearing themselves called them by the children when they were children.
Momma and Poppa had been drifting down life like a pair of old mud
turtles floating south on an old log. And now all of a sudden one of
them felt that the other’n was going to roll off into the muddy water
and sink downward, backward, dead!
Perhaps the poor turtles know and grieve and mourn to the full capacity
of their tight shells.
But Poppa was a human, gifted with sympathy. He was old acquaintances
with grief of every sort, a pitiful postgraduate in all a man knows
who has been a lover, a husband, and a father, and has seen children
born from one pain and ache to another and another, who has seen
some of his own little children die, or pray for death in the long
procession of disappointments and thwarted hopes that begin with the
first irretrievable rattle lost over the edge of the crib, and pass on
to the rainy holidays, the sunny schooldays, the warm Christmases,
cracked dolls, lost games, indignities from parents who misunderstand
and spank, from sweethearts who misunderstand and flirt, and so on and
so forth to the dreary, shabby campfollower sorrows that trudge along
at the tail end of the parade.
Poppa’s habit had been to take things as they come, because, as
somebody said, that’s the only way they come. He had grown so jaded
with existence that he became a veteran Horatio, who, as Will
Shakespeare said, “fortune’s buffets and rewards hast ta’en with equal
thanks.”
Nothing had excited him much of late at the store, at home, at church,
the lodge, or in the newspapers. As he had worn what seemed to be the
same suit of clothes for years, so his face had worn the same suit of
expressions. It was hard to tell his smile from his scowl. Funny things
all had a touch of misfortune in them for somebody, and sad things were
all kind of funny, so the same twitch at the muscles about his mouth
served for an acknowledgment of everything unusual.
But now, when Momma almost wisht she was dead, that last dreadful
word twitched Poppa’s very heart. He felt as if in the calm slumber
of habitude somebody had reached into his breast and given his heart
a yank. And it shivered and rattled as an old doorbell clamors pulled
hard at midnight by somebody crying: “Wake up! Your house is on fire!”
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