Married women -- Fiction; Mothers -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
Sheila watched him go, smiling. "Of course he wouldn't have
understood," she said to herself. "And how I would have bothered him
if I'd tried to analyze myself for him--poor dear!" But the
reflection, amused, yet wholly tender, did not end her unrest, her
perplexity.
After a futile attempt to interest herself in duties about the house,
she set out for a walk, hoping to capture something of the outdoor
peace. It was October, always an exhilarating month in Kentucky, with
its crisp air and its flaming banners of red and gold, and soon her
blood was stirred and her heart lightened, and she was swinging along
at a brisk pace. She had started in the direction of her grandmother's
house, but suddenly she wheeled about and took to another street.
Never since Eric's illness had her grandmother spoken to her of her
writing, and she had been glad of the silence. It seemed to her that
if they talked at all, they who had been so close, so much would have
to be said; she could not conceive of a reserve in anything which she
undertook to discuss with Mrs. Caldwell at all. Ted's views on the
duty of a wife and mother would therefore have to be told with the
rest, and she did not want to tell them. Her grandmother would have
little patience with them, she was sure. As a devoted husband, most of
all as the father of Sheila's child, Ted seemed to have won a secure
place in Mrs. Caldwell's affection at last, and Sheila, who had clearly
seen Mrs. Caldwell's original reluctance to the marriage, had no
intention of jeopardizing that place now. Understanding, sympathy,
advice would have meant much to her, but she could not take them at
Ted's expense.
So she walked on, away from her grandmother's house; onward until she
left the town behind her and found herself upon the road leading to
Louisville. Just ahead of her, she saw, then, a familiar figure
trudging along in leisurely fashion, the figure of Peter Burnett.
"Peter!" she hailed joyously. And as he hastened back to her, her
heart lifted buoyantly; her somber mood departed. She did not say to
herself, "_Here_ is understanding," but she felt it. A sudden warmth
possessed her, and that other self of hers, so long banished--the
Other-Sheila of dreams and visions--suddenly looked out of her eyes.
"A constitutional?" inquired Peter. And then, to her nod, "May I go
with you?"
"Oh, yes, Peter, do! Let's have a good old-time talk! Let's play I'm
young again!"
Peter grimaced: "You? You're still a child! But _I_--! It's a
sensitive subject with me nowadays--that of youth."
"It needn't be," laughed Sheila. "You've discovered the fountain of
eternal youth."
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