First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
“What’s this? Isn’t that our old friend?” said Sanin, pointing to a
muffled-up figure, which hurriedly slipped a little aside as though
trying to remain unobserved. In the midst of his abundant happiness he
felt a need to talk to Gemma, not of love—that was a settled thing and
holy—but of something else.
“Yes, it’s Pantaleone,” Gemma answered gaily and happily. “Most likely
he has been following me ever since I left home; all day yesterday he
kept watching every movement I made … He guesses!”
“He guesses!” Sanin repeated in ecstasy. What could Gemma have said at
which he would not have been in ecstasy?
Then he asked her to tell him in detail all that had passed the day
before.
And she began at once telling him, with haste, and confusion, and
smiles, and brief sighs, and brief bright looks exchanged with Sanin.
She said that after their conversation the day before yesterday, mamma
had kept trying to get out of her something positive; but that she had
put off Frau Lenore with a promise to tell her her decision within
twenty-four hours; how she had demanded this limit of time for herself,
and how difficult it had been to get it; how utterly unexpectedly Herr
Klüber had made his appearance more starched and affected than ever;
how he had given vent to his indignation at the childish, unpardonable
action of the Russian stranger—“he meant your duel, Dimitri,”—which he
described as deeply insulting to him, Klüber, and how he had demanded
that “you should be at once refused admittance to the house, Dimitri.”
“For,” he had added—and here Gemma slightly mimicked his voice and
manner—“‘it casts a slur on my honour; as though I were not able to
defend my betrothed, had I thought it necessary or advisable! All
Frankfort will know by to-morrow that an outsider has fought a duel
with an officer on account of my betrothed—did any one ever hear of
such a thing! It tarnishes my honour!” Mamma agreed with him—fancy!—but
then I suddenly told him that he was troubling himself unnecessarily
about his honour and his character, and was unnecessarily annoyed at
the gossip about his betrothed, for I was no longer betrothed to him
and would never be his wife! I must own, I had meant to talk to you
first … before breaking with him finally; but he came … and I could not
restrain myself. Mamma positively screamed with horror, but I went into
the next room and got his ring—you didn’t notice, I took it off two
days ago—and gave it to him. He was fearfully offended, but as he is
fearfully self-conscious and conceited, he did not say much, and went
away. Of course I had to go through a great deal with mamma, and it
made me very wretched to see how distressed she was, and I thought I
had been a little hasty; but you see I had your note, and even apart
from it I knew …”
“That I love you,” put in Sanin.
“Yes … that you were in love with me.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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