This was her idea, and nothing would convince her otherwise. So we drove
in Groombridge’s old fly--which was one of the most expensive vehicles
in town--out Hampstead way, but past all the houses, past everything,
till we came to new houses again, and skeleton roads and villas growing
up like mushrooms, in one of those long straggling arms that London puts
out into the country. I had got excited so often thinking that we must
be quite close upon the place, that at last I ceased to be excited, and
felt as if we had set out upon a hopeless circle, and were going to wind
in and out and round and round, till we worked back to the point from
which we started. How dreary they look, those new places--roads newly
laid out, breaking in upon the fields, which somehow look so superior,
so desecrated, and vulgarised by those new muddy lines with the
unnecessary kerbstones; and then all the half-built houses, each one
uglier than the other, with their bow-windows, all made by the gross (I
suppose), and their thin little walls that the wind whistles through,
and even their monotonous attempt at irregularity. A steady, solid row
which is very ugly and nothing more, is endurable. I was saying this,
when suddenly the fly made a sharp turn, and immediately the villas and
the kerbstones became invisible. We had got within a mossy wall, through
a large old-fashioned gate. There was an avenue, not very long nor very
grand, but still an avenue, with odd old trees all gnarled and mossed
over, and I suppose in a very bad condition, but still old, and
trees--trees which our grandfathers might have walked under. The house
was an old red-brick house, very dark red, and covered with little brown
and yellow lichens. It was neat, but yet one could see it was in want of
repair, and looked like a poor lady in a faded gown and mended lace by
the side of the fine shop-people in silk and satin. It was a winter
day--a very still and bright one. The shadows of all the leafless trees
made a network upon the brown gravel path. The old house seemed to be
basking, warming itself in the sun. There were a great many twinkling
windows, but not a creature to be seen except one little child on the
white step of the deep doorway. There was a porch, and probably his
nurse was there, but the little fellow was standing out in the sun,
cracking a little whip he had, with his hair shining in the bright
light, and his little face like an apple-blossom. He was shouting out
some baby nonsense at the top of his voice. He did not care for us, nor
for anyone. He was the monarch of all--quite alone in his kingdom,
independent of everybody.
“Who do you think that is, Mary?” said Mrs Tufnell, taking my hand
suddenly, as I looked out laughing and amused by him. Good heavens! I
had never once thought. I fell back into my corner and began to cry, I
cannot tell why. Of course I knew at once whom it must be.
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