Vaguely, Quincy came to feel that he had set hopes upon the woods, that
he had built upon these murmurous companions, fondly, unconsciously, a
hope of solace and of haven. What a strange feeling it was, as he
trudged on, over the uneven path of rock and root, to know that this
deep heart of Nature with its accent of green had dwelt, unknown, within
his own heart and there persevered, a bulwark of promise against the
blast of his reality! Yet, poignantly, was this true. A great urge in
the lad’s soul had swept back from life in the city to the rural setting
that preceded it. Man will have his happiness, though he distort
childhood, fabricate history, to attain it. The usual happy conception,
in man’s mind, of childhood is an example. Quincy, miserable with the
present, had been forced back in his search of that mystic Eden which
each man and each race must cherish, to make of it a goal and pattern
for the future. And in his innocent regression, what could he fix on
better than this fringe of his life, vague and therefore easily
idealized? He could not fix, for this purpose, on any member of his
family. They were still with him; they had already fought--as if with
all their powers--against this zealous effort. The one great distinction
between the unhappy present and the past that he willed to serve as
contrast, was this same gentle, all-pervasive thing--the woods, the
meadows. Here was an element which had disappeared with his fictitious
happiness.
Yet, doubtless, a something deeper than these reasonings gave Nature her
deep place in Quincy’s heart; doubtless, the sole fact of herself, of
her still depths and her mystic penetrations, of her transcendent
eloquence and her calm, stately love. No child could live within the
murmur of her breath, within the perfume of her energies, and utterly
escape her. For the swaying of trees is a blessing; and the wind in
their laced branches is a prayer; and the stirring of life packed with
myriad simpleness throughout the reaches of the wood is an unforgettable
music. And to sleep where the air comes brushing, be it only from the
dryest grass or the lowest shrub, is to have slept in an embrace that
neither mortal love nor hatred can abolish.
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