Arizona -- Fiction; Love stories; Mines and mineral resources -- Fiction; Western stories
The words, in flaming red and black headlines, irritated him. Throwing
the paper aside, he amused himself by drawing his fingernail along the
wet canvas of the tent, and watching the water ooze through the weave.
Occasionally from outside he could hear the cursing of the coke wagon
drivers, and the merciless crack of their whips. In his mind he could see
almost as well as if he had been outside, the six quivering, straining
horses, their haunches worn raw by the traces, the creaking wagon, up to
its hubs in mud, and the slipping of the rusty brake shoes.
As he lay there in quiet misery, with renewed strength the utter
hopelessness of his life came to him. It was not so much the thought of
the present that crushed, but the knowledge that for years a life like
this was all that lay before him. The ride of three odd months ago with
Jean Cameron had awakened him to visions of things that lay beyond him.
He shivered with cold, and pulled the dirty red blanket up over him.
Uncalled for, the thought of the saloon up on the hill came into his
mind. He imagined himself leaning against a bar, the edge fitting
comfortably into his side, drinking warm drinks, and feeling that life
was worth while. He tried to drive the thought away. It was useless.
Jean Cameron for months now had been his idol, had seemed to him to
represent his better self. With an effort he brought her face before him.
The vision was all blurred. Her eyes seemed to look away from him. She
seemed intangible, unreal, compared with the comfort which he knew that
drink would bring.
“What is the use, anyhow?” he murmured to himself.
He turned irresolutely upon his cot, then he jumped up and out onto the
floor.
“Oh, damn it, I will!” he exclaimed.
He jammed his hat down over his eyes, struggled into his drenched
“slicker,” and started out into the muddy road. As he waded down to the
corral, his boots squashed in sodden resentment.
Loring for a moment wavered irresolute while he was saddling his pony.
“I won’t,” he muttered.
But even as he said it, he gave the last turn to the cinch knot, and
swung into the saddle.
Moodily he rode up the trail. It rained harder than ever. The pony
slipped, slid, and scrambled. Stephen sat in the saddle, stiff as an
image. His face was drawn with lines that were not pleasant to look
upon. The corners of his mouth were drawn hard down, telling of tightly
clenched teeth.
When he reached the saloon he dismounted, hastily tied his horse to a
bush, and went in. In one corner of the shack a stove was burning warmly.
The pine boards of the flooring were smooth and white.
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