with the result that the voice of the Conscientious Objector was now
heard in the land. On the top of all this the No-Treating Order had come
into force, and another injustice was inflicted upon that section of the
community which preferred that its refreshment should be paid for, as
its battles were being fought, by some one else. Even Marjorie’s spirits
sagged a little during that black winter. Her sense of oppression was
increased by two potent factors. In the first place, she was underfed.
It was entirely her own fault, or, rather, that of her first parent,
Eve. In their hearts, all women cherish a profound contempt for what men
call good food. Formal meals, consumed at leisure and with comfortable
ritual, are to them a mere pandering to gross male standards of
self-indulgence. A woman hates sitting at a dinner-table through a meal
of thoughtfully varied courses. To her the perfect repast is, was, and
always will be an egg on a tray, on a chair, in any room but the
dining-room.
Marjorie was not exempt from this failing. Too often her principal meal
of the day was eaten in a tea-shop, and consisted of food that satisfied
quickly and nourished not at all. The meals at Netherby had been
irksome, but they were at least wholesome. Furthermore, in her desire
to emulate the soldier’s lot, she imposed upon herself a voluntary
rationing scheme—which if applied in military circles would have
undoubtedly produced a mutiny. She had the zealot spirit, too. After
the twelfth of October, the day upon which Edith Cavell died, Marjorie
ate neither butter nor jam for a fortnight. Less sincere tributes have
been paid to our great dead.
But, above all, she was desperately lonely. If it is not good for man
to be alone, it is far worse for woman. And Marjorie was very much
alone. It is surprising what a small acquaintance most of us really
possess. Such as are occupied every day in earning a living—and who is
not in these times?—are almost entirely dependent for human
companionship upon the people with whom they work and the people with
whom they share a home. Of course, there is a certain type which makes
sociability its life work; which is eternally busy with visiting-cards
and engagement-book; scraping acquaintance here, exchanging addresses
there—the type, in fact, which entertains a not altogether unreasonable
dread of being left alone with itself. But if you possess neither the
inclination nor the leisure for these amenities, and do not live at
home, and do not happen to work in company with a throng of your
fellow-creatures, you can be a very lonely individual indeed, especially
in a great city.
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