As the old memories revived they seemed to grow less shy of each other. Arthur leaned forward, talking in a vague, intermittent way as he stared into the fire. Sometimes he would gaze at nothing, with a vacant, dazed look, for minutes together; or he would take the fire-irons and break up the coals. Once the tongs slipped and fell with a sudden clatter; he started nervously. "Well," he said at last, rousing himself from a reverie in which he seemed conscious of nothing but the warmth and comfort and pleasant, physical fatigue, "Well, it seems very jolly here, like old times; I almost wish I had never gone away. But then, of course, I couldn't help it," he added; "I wasn't asked." "You had hard luck," Austen said; "I hope it hasn't made any difference." The words sounded friendly and sympathetic to Arthur. Hard luck, yes, that was it; he had always had hard luck. "What have you been doing since?" Austen said politely. "What have I been doing, Charles? Oh, nothing much; seeing about things at home a little. There were some cottages I had rebuilt. You remember we used to talk about it. It isn't so easy though, or I suppose I'm not so clever at it. But of course you know a great deal more about those things." "No, oh no! I've been so busy. That sort of thing is good in moderation, and I'm glad you keep it up." "Oh yes, in a way ... but no, what am I saying? I don't really keep it up. It was all two years ago. I haven't done much of anything since--anything good. Things, you know," he went on, as he stared into the fire, "haven't gone just--I mean, it's been rather stupid--stupid, and worse, I'm afraid; I don't seem good for much somehow." The familiar Oxford room, with its order, and books, and shaded light, seemed so shut in, so far from the friendless world in which he lived, that for the moment Arthur almost forgot the lonely distrust, the derision of everything, which his life had taught him. "I suppose it's fate," he added, staring into the fire, as if he were half-ashamed of what he was saying. "I suppose it _is_ fate--but still, I wonder--sometimes it seems if--that if I had had a chance, if anybody--" He waited a minute indecisively. But Austen said nothing. Arthur glanced at him, and then, flushing slightly, he got up. "But I must be going now," he said, with a curious change and coldness in his voice; "I have a train to catch." "Oh, don't go," Austen replied awkwardly, "don't go just yet. I'm sorry to hear what you say; but don't you think, if you will allow me to say so, don't you think it is a mistake to blame fate for such things? If you would tell me more--" "Oh, thanks," Arthur said, "I think I must be going." "But you were going to say something," Austen urged, "and if you would tell me more, I might be able to help you, or give you advice at least."