Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
“Another evening of that same summer, I said to myself that I would
begin at the beginning and read it through. I had no definite idea in
the resolve; it seemed a good thing to do, and I would do it. It would
serve towards keeping up my connection in a way with THINGS ABOVE.
I began, but did not that night get through the first chapter of St.
Matthew. Conscientiously I read every word of the genealogy, but when
I came to the twenty-third verse and read: ‘Thou shalt call his name
Jesus; FOR HE SHALL SAVE HIS PEOPLE FROM THEIR SINS,’ I fell on my
knees. No system of theology had come between me and a common-sense
reading of the book. I did not for a moment imagine that to be saved
from my sins meant to be saved from the punishment of them. That would
have been no glad tidings to me. My sinfulness was ever before me, and
often my sins too, and I loved them not, yet could not free myself of
them. They were in me and of me, and how was I to part myself from that
which came to me with my consciousness, which asserted itself in me as
one with my consciousness? I could not get behind myself so as to reach
its root. But here was news of one who came from behind that root itself
to deliver me from that in me which made being a bad thing! Ah, Mr.
Wingfold! what if, after all the discoveries made, and all the theories
set up and pulled down, amid all the commonplaces men call common sense,
notwithstanding all the over-powering and excluding self-assertion of
things that are seen, ever crying, ‘Here we are, and save us there is
nothing: the Unseen is the Unreal!’--what if, I say, notwithstanding
all this, it should yet be that the strongest weapon a man can wield is
prayer to one who made him! What if the man who lifts up his heart to
the unknown God even, be entering, amid the mockery of men who worship
what they call natural law and science, into the region whence issues
every law, and where the very material of science is born!
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