Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
General
Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
"I went by way of Rome--where I took leave of my friend--to Paris. I
felt that I had fulfilled my duty only half; the hardest part was yet
to be done. I was afraid to meet Leonora again; and yet I wished it
almost as earnestly. You will ask how I could take so deep an interest
in a person who had so frivolously trifled with my happiness, and who
had lost the last relic of respect which might have remained alive for
her after her elopement with the Pole, by running away with the
Frenchman. But I told you I had loved Leonora with an ardent,
demoniacal love, the fire of which had never yet burned out, and which
was to burn, alas! long after all was consumed. Besides, I knew that
Leonora, however recklessly she might have acted, was in reality not
ignoble, but had probably in Rome been forced by a most fearful
necessity to leave the man whom she had followed so far from love. I
felt that now, if she was still alive, she must most assuredly be
wretchedly unhappy.
"I reached Paris. The city was quite familiar to me, for I had already
paid two visits there, in company with a few thousand armed friends.
Moreover, I had provided myself in Naples with letters of introduction
from the painter and several distinguished Italian and French
gentlemen, whose acquaintance I had made there. A few inquiries
confirmed at once the painter's original suspicion, that the marquis
who had carried off Leonora from Rome was an adventurer. A marquis of
that name did not exist, had never existed, at all events not in the
Faubourg St. Germain. I had to continue my search in other less
aristocratic quarters.
"A young Frenchman, an author, whose acquaintance I had made years ago,
was my faithful companion in all my wanderings. He was a pleasant man,
warmly attached to myself, and has ever since remained my best friend.
I had, of course, told him the whole of my sad story; and he, who was
far superior to me in knowledge of the world, and especially of that
little world which makes up Paris, had first suggested to me to carry
my investigations into the Quartier Latin, and other still more modest
parts of the city. 'Paris,' said the Frenchman, 'is a place where men
and things rarely preserve their original value long; they rise and
fall in price with amazing rapidity. During a whole year the poor girl
may have passed through very sad changes. If she has not committed
suicide--and this is hardly probable, as she would probably have killed
herself already in Rome, if she had had the courage to die--she has
certainly sunk very low. I pray you prepare yourself for the very
worst.'
"You may imagine how my heart bled when I heard these words, and felt
how true they were likely to be. I felt like a man who is grappling in
a lake for the body of his drowned child.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account